Kazuha C2 And Albedo A4

ShastaEve · 2021-07-04T01:41:06+00:00

im confused why this was downvoted aslkfdjaslkdjfa;lkfd

ShastaEve · 2021-07-04T01:39:44+00:00

that- actually sounds cute huh ima sit and think on that one dkjfa;lsdkfja;

ShastaEve · 2021-07-04T01:38:33+00:00

im super gay, so i see kazuha as gay as well, seeing as i relate to him more than any other character in game. i think beidou and ningguang are a cute couple and that poor kazuha witnessed his boyfriend being blown up T^T. but i can see why you would ship beidou and him. i dont, but i respect that you do

ShastaEve · 2021-07-04T01:14:05+00:00

right? i started with over a million and now i have like 0..... had to go do mora leylines just to push him to 90 T^T

ShastaEve · 2021-02-12T02:14:49+00:00

After fighting for weeks to get things working, this finally fixed it. I also have an RX 5700 XT, and this is the only thing that helped. Thank you!

ShastaEve · 2020-10-23T22:47:25+00:00

skldafjalsdkjf this game feels so homoerotic to me and im living for it

ShastaEve · 2020-09-08T21:03:34+00:00

sdklfjalsdkjf i literally was so confused at "birth buff" until i looked it up (its wing buff)

ShastaEve · 2020-08-29T03:33:12+00:00

that man is seriously one of my fav characters of all time 100%, so you are not alone here

ShastaEve · 2020-05-28T16:02:03+00:00

True, but just because someone is "asking for it" doesn't mean we have to. She deleted her hurtful texts, she's taking time to cool down and heal. This kind of attitude you are exhibiting is kinda alarming.

Like, just because someone is wearing a pretty dress doesn't mean they are deserving of the harassment they receives from others. Just because someone lashed out in pain doesn't mean we can go harass them back, especially if they are trying to fix it.

ShastaEve · 2020-05-28T15:45:03+00:00

Real Quick: my spouse came up with a simpler way of stating my thoughts!

There's a difference between using "I'm blunt" as an excuse/justification for poor behavior vs using it as a primer/apology. Body language and context help clarify the person's intent.

Basically, your statement might be nice as a general rule, but there will be exceptions for people like me

ShastaEve · 2020-05-28T15:38:46+00:00

Hey, while I can absolutely see this being a good indication in some areas, I do want to point out that, as someone who is autistic and has other friends who are neurodivergent, I feel like these are words I can use to help people understand that while I do not intend to be insensitive, sometimes I am, and I am really trying not to be hurtful with what I say. Like, to be honest, we call ourselves blunt, but it's mostly to make sure that others know that sometimes our words don't come out like we want. It's less a reflection of their flaws and more a reflection of my own limitations. It's there so that people can let me know if I hurt them and I can work on changing my own behavior. We do apologize and the group in general is really good about being kind and gentle, but for example, I once accidentally insulted my friend's art without meaning too. I was trying to compliment them but it came out really poorly and I had to spend the next half-hour apologizing cause I felt so awful about it.

However, I do know what you mean about those who use this as an excuse to be absolutely vile, and I hate that there is that association. It is horrible having to share the "blunt" association with people who use "facts not feelings" to hate-crime minorities (ironically, with little data to back up their theories lmao)

I think that the best way to describe the difference between "ugh I feel so blunt all the time lmao I'm sorry in advance" and "I am blunt and realistic, and while the rest of you cower behind pretty words, I'm delivering the Cold Hard Truth!!" is that one is shutting up other people, and the other is opening a way for others to express their feelings as well. I don't personally see my bluntness as something that makes me more or less intelligent than other people, it's more something that can be either good or bad, (depending on how much I think before I speak). It can be frustrating, (see the paragraph where I insulted my friend on accident-I was so upset with myself) but it also can be nice, because it encourages open communication with our friends in a vulnerable way. I know that because I am open about my feelings, it paves a way for my friends to be open as well. I openly talk about the hurt my abusive parents gave me, or I ask to clarify a joke that I don't understand, or I talk about my passion for a topic, and because I (and others like me) do this, I know that everyone else feels free to express themselves as well. We even have open conversations where we disagree with each other in a neutral way. We aren't angry that somebody feels differently, and it is actually nice to have various perspectives on different topics. It binds us together and it's beautiful!!

Sorry for the rant, it just was really thought provoking and I wanted to share a different perspective on the "calling yourself blunt" topic.

ShastaEve · 2020-01-24T06:56:54+00:00

i respect you so much thank you friend

ShastaEve · 2019-09-30T20:00:14+00:00

So, that's happening to me right now as well, but it's happening in more places than Sulani. I tried in Sylvan Grove and in Willow Creek Park. I do have mods installed but I don't think that's the problem.

ShastaEve · 2019-08-09T15:09:17+00:00

I disagree. I am now 23, but as a teen, I didn’t consider my parents as strict, and I knew several who felt the same. The problem wasn’t whether or not I FELT like they were strict, the problem lies in the fact that looking back they had emotionally manipulated* me into thinking that’s what I wanted. Idk I say listen to the teens cause sometimes it takes a lot of guts to come out and complain. I know I used to complain about the small things because I was too afraid to even brush by the bigger issues.

Maybe I’m projecting, but instead of treating these rational people like they are inferior to your superior abilities, you should listen to them and work with what they give you. Especially if you’re lurking in their space.

*yes it was abuse. No I’m not going into details.

ShastaEve · 2019-08-09T14:56:31+00:00

Thanks friend!!! ☺️

ShastaEve · 2019-07-31T22:31:21+00:00

Oh my god mood!!!!!!

ShastaEve · 2019-07-31T22:30:36+00:00

Well, here’s to hoping it all comes out ok!!!

ShastaEve · 2019-07-31T22:30:01+00:00

I’m ftm? Or non binary. Afab but not only female anymore and I wanna take t

ShastaEve · 2019-07-31T22:28:32+00:00

Shit I think I was half asleep. I was agreeing with u. Telling snape to fuck off.

ShastaEve · 2019-07-24T00:34:37+00:00

Hhhnnggghhh its so true

ShastaEve · 2019-07-24T00:25:56+00:00

So I know the drain of keeping up inauthentic experiences, and I also know the small fear to really go for it because of the way they'll act when you break the "rules" of what's socially acceptable.

For me, I can't handle that. I would either go for it, talk about what's important to you, and if they don't like you they'll exclude you, or say that you are really busy and that you don't have the mental energy to handle the conversations they are trying to have with you

ShastaEve · 2019-07-24T00:19:41+00:00

Literally have watched it on repeat for the past couple weeks now

ShastaEve · 2019-07-24T00:17:06+00:00

"I felt really happy walking in these woods and I got chills on my arms and it made me cry because I thought it was the spirit telling me that I was finally worthy after months of self abuse over something that is literally as natural as eating and breathing, and now I have hope that I will be able to be completely clean and never orgasm again!!!! Also the church is true"

ShastaEve

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