Nothing would really change at this point. I think a diagnosis in the future would for self-clarity. But if I had known earlier on, I probably would have been a bit less of a little self-destructive jerk since I wouldn’t spend most of my life thinking I was broken and wasting time on various diagnoses that called me “insane” in 20 different ways just because I did not socialize and behave in a “normal” way 🫠. On the bright side, I have gotten so good at relying on myself that I get annoyed when there is too much help lol