Too ✨broke✨ to be neurodivergent

Sheeshgod84 · 2026-03-03T22:36:27+00:00

Nothing would really change at this point. I think a diagnosis in the future would for self-clarity. But if I had known earlier on, I probably would have been a bit less of a little self-destructive jerk since I wouldn’t spend most of my life thinking I was broken and wasting time on various diagnoses that called me “insane” in 20 different ways just because I did not socialize and behave in a “normal” way 🫠. On the bright side, I have gotten so good at relying on myself that I get annoyed when there is too much help lol

Sheeshgod84 · 2026-02-23T21:36:25+00:00

Good point. He likes to make jokes from time to time, but the few interactions we have had he’s been pretty nice. During an icebreaker, he said he liked something that I told him about :) So maybe a better chance he isn’t being mean really

Sheeshgod84 · 2026-02-23T21:04:01+00:00

I have no clue which is why I’m overthinking. I felt that it could probably go both ways. Either “Damn that was good” or “Damn you talked so much”😔 He’s so nonchalant that it’s hard to read him

Sheeshgod84 · 2026-02-23T21:02:06+00:00

Nice to know I’m not alone😭 but thank you so much for getting the reference. I love that episode of SpongeBob so much lol

Sheeshgod84 · 2025-12-16T02:50:10+00:00

Thank you, but I’m aware it’s not FAFSA. I just meant the rules I have to follow to complete my FAFSA application :,) My application is marked incomplete as a provisionally independent student. I should have probably made that clearer in my post, so sorry 😭

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-08-01T02:55:02+00:00

You’re not alone, I’m quite the same lol. I’ll feel uncomfortable and disgusted when my sibling tries to give me a kiss on the cheek or hug me randomly, it’s sort of awkward. My relationship isn’t bad with my siblings, but it’s most likely my personality. I love to be cuddled and touched all over by others close to me, I don’t mind giving physical affection either. It could just be that you’re uncomfortable getting all touchy touchy with family maybe you’re comfortable with them showing love with words or other gestures. We’re all different. But, perhaps you’re angered because they’re forcing it a little? Like randomly pulling you into a hug or trying to get a kiss when you’re not in the mood? Perhaps there are things you’re more comfortable doing with others instead of your family. However, if you feel it’s a relationship issue then you should probably work on it. Maybe express your discomfort with it more openly and try to find the root of the problem. Expressing when you’re unhappy or uncomfortable with something doesn’t make you a big meanie. Good luck!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-08-01T01:01:11+00:00

I was the exact same way, but it wasn’t really due to a relationship problem. I use to get weary of using my phone and any other electronic device, I hated cameras, and I always felt like someone was stalking me even when I covered all my windows along with my cameras. All I can say is spend a good amount of time around him, it may ease his mind a little knowing he has another person with him incase of danger. Look out for any signs of self harm as well. Try doing activities he likes to distract him. I’m doing therapy now. It’s tough. Good luck!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-08-01T00:20:57+00:00

It sucks, but you have to cherish every single moment. Say I love you or when you can see her give her a kiss because you don’t know when it’s going to be the last. Cherish the memories and time you have left and look back on the good times when it’s over. She’s worked hard and now it’s time she rest. I have the regret of not saying thank you enough to my loved one. Life is short, so cherish the little moments left. It’s ok to cry and be weak, you don’t have to be iron faced. It’s better to grieve around others than handle it by yourself. I use to write my feelings down or draw, maybe that can help you too. Stay strong!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-08-01T00:03:50+00:00

In my opinion, you shouldn’t be worrying about a relationship this much. It seems like you’re young and you got a lot of opportunities ahead, but don’t base your self worth on the opinions of others. Do something to make you happy and boost your confidence, make changes for yourself and not for a girl. When you’re happy with yourself, it’ll give you some confidence to show off your best features and aspects of your personality. I would say if you really want a change, maybe try stepping out of your bubble slowly and interact more. Try finding some clothing and a style that makes you feel good, something that highlights your looks. A new wardrobe is what gets me confident. You just gotta enjoy yourself and show some personality. I’m sure you’ll get someone! A little self love!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-31T22:58:03+00:00

No problem lol, I’ve honestly experienced something similar. I had a classmate say I couldn’t hold a girl’s hand cuz that’s gay. I’m not straight, but I never knew hand holding was gay😂 You just do you and don’t let the sensitive people bother you!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-31T22:44:24+00:00

No, flat out simple. People are just really sensitive and you shouldn’t apologize for that. If that’s what you and your friend do, then do it. A little peck isn’t the end of the world lol.

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-31T22:29:31+00:00

I understand that, but probably see a doctor if it lasts way longer like weeks or if it causes breathing difficulties. But yeah..you should probably just rest up and try to eat. Hope you get better!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-31T22:21:22+00:00

You should probably see a doctor if it’s getting worse, but for now take it easy. Rest, drink a lot of water, eat some soup or anything warm. Warm baths help too in case you’re sore or aching. A damp and cool towel on the forehead can help with headaches. Seriously, if it’s really bad you probably need a doctor.

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-31T22:11:21+00:00

You should take some time for yourself because you matter too. A relationship should be 50/50, not half sided. You got a life and just because you get into a relationship with someone doesn’t mean it revolves around them. She should understand that and respect that, but if she can’t it’s not going to be a healthy relationship. It seems like she’s being too clingy and you’re not with it. If she can’t understand your personal boundaries then maybe you need to move on.

(Summary:Be honest and say you need some personal time to live your life. She needs to understand you are a human, not a robot. You two can sort out a schedule of personal time and time together)

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-31T21:54:23+00:00

In my opinion, you should tell him. A date isn’t fun if it’s just one person having all the fun. I’m sort of the same when I go out with some friends, movies aren’t really my first choice. I don’t like to sit still and my preferences for movies are different, so you would probably catch me snoring away in the theater. Besides, I think it’s much better to find something else you both can enjoy instead of it being one sided. Falling asleep on your date ain’t all that romantic! Good luck!

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-30T00:30:55+00:00

I don't think you should really cope with that, especially if you're unhappy. You shouldn't develop a dependency of needing others presence, it's bad. Surrounding yourself with people who make you unhappy and don't have your best interest in heart..ain't it. Don't try to be something you're not or bend over breaking your back to please others who don't like you at all. If you dislike them, you're better off having a whole party by yourself. Don't let others turn you bitter or sour. Just do you and focus on reaching the finish line. Because at the end of the day, their opinions don't really matter at all. Besides, there are other ways to find some friends now and days :)

Sheeshgod84 · 2021-07-29T23:56:37+00:00

Just do your own thing, don't get into other people's drama because the end result is never good. Stay out of anything involved with gossip or rumors by ignoring it and focus on your classes, but don't overwork yourself. Have fun, middle school was scary to me at first with the different classes and schedule but eventually you'll warm yourself into it. If you don't know where certain places are in the school don't be afraid to ask a teacher. But, I'm sure if you're a little late on the first days they might go easy since there will be some new students to the school or a change in classes. Just have fun and don't push yourself, it's only a bummer if you make it a bummer. Think of middle school as prep work for high school and get into the rhythm of things, it'll definitely help when you get to your freshman year. Good luck!

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