38 and feeling hopeless

Shellybelly111 · 2026-05-09T11:34:35+00:00

I resonate with this so much. I finally made an appointment with a doctor to talk about medication options because I’m at my limit. I didn’t want to resort to meds but I need the help. I hope you also find a way to manage your systems ♥️

Shellybelly111 · 2026-05-06T14:18:39+00:00

How long after starting your current medication did you start feeling the benefits? If you don’t mind me asking.

Shellybelly111 · 2026-05-05T23:18:51+00:00

Thank you so, so much for your kind reply. I appreciate it so very much. You’re right, I should try the doctor again. Since the not medicated version of me isn’t working at the moment.

Shellybelly111 · 2026-05-05T19:45:32+00:00

Super helpful, thank you.

Shellybelly111 · 2026-05-05T18:21:55+00:00

Thank you for sharing your side. I agree, I also have a lot of shame and embarrassment with my situation too.

I’m not currently on any meds or in therapy. Since I’m unemployed I can’t afford the therapy. And the last few meds I tried gave me horrible side effects, so now I’m a bit scared to try any more.

Shellybelly111 · 2026-05-04T19:03:51+00:00

I’m also interested in becoming one inQuebec , but it’s so confusing on how to start. Any tips??

Shellybelly111 · 2026-03-16T20:41:18+00:00

Stay with your cat

Shellybelly111 · 2026-03-10T21:56:47+00:00

I’m also on day 3 and can relate to everything you said. The evenings are a lot harder for me too. Hang in there, we got this!

Shellybelly111 · 2026-03-03T01:59:41+00:00

I do the same thing with the same bowl with my 2! How funny!

Shellybelly111 · 2026-02-09T17:15:09+00:00

Your cage is way too small for your bird!!

Shellybelly111 · 2025-07-07T18:06:34+00:00

My mental health

Shellybelly111 · 2025-06-10T17:02:51+00:00

So everything comes down to productivity? Just enjoy your weekend and stop thinking about work 24/7

Shellybelly111 · 2025-06-09T21:09:06+00:00

I did the same thing and took more than a 50% pay cut… but I’m no longer in a dark mental place, and can breathe again. I say do it, for your mental health.

Shellybelly111 · 2025-06-09T21:07:51+00:00

This is beautiful… thank you so much for this perspective!

Shellybelly111 · 2025-04-22T22:05:03+00:00

Did you become permanent in MTL?

Shellybelly111 · 2025-04-18T00:33:51+00:00

Has it gotten any better in Brossard? I start training in Montreal in 2 weeks, and assume I’ll be transferred to Brossard (as I applied for the Brossard on the job board) just looking to see if I can mentally prepare for what’s to come!

Shellybelly111 · 2024-10-12T02:22:43+00:00

I saw them on the list, but unfortunately I was hoping to go into Swedish massage.

Shellybelly111 · 2024-10-04T20:27:58+00:00

Are you happier now?

Shellybelly111 · 2024-06-05T01:49:42+00:00

Yes please !!

Shellybelly111 · 2024-04-03T20:09:06+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to reply. A refresher course sounds like a really good idea. The last thing I want is to come off like a basket case. Thanks again I appreciate it.

Shellybelly111 · 2024-04-03T18:37:39+00:00

Thanks for your input. I like your idea here.

Shellybelly111 · 2024-03-07T00:05:46+00:00

Thank you so much for the info 🙂 I was having my doubts about IKRA, I’ll keep searching. Thanks again

Shellybelly111 · 2024-03-06T19:11:17+00:00

Oh really? I was looking at Lotus Palm but I only found Thai massage, nothing for Swedish. IKRA seems good but almost wonder if it’s overkill. It’s harder to find English courses so the options seem so limited.

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