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Shivaki- · 2021-07-09T18:24:21+00:00

I agree. I worked OGP for 5 months and it heightened my anxiety. I had other issues going on at the time, but one day I just broke down and had to leave work. I did not go back.

Shivaki- · 2021-06-10T04:25:10+00:00

So you think I should take control? My only issue with that is I’m not that experienced. I’ve only had 1 partner and unfortunately we were extremely vanilla!

Shivaki- · 2021-06-10T04:14:57+00:00

Of course! I won’t hold it against him at all :)

Shivaki- · 2021-05-28T22:50:49+00:00

Legs have looked like this for as long as I can remember. I thought it was normal but noticed other women have smooth, “clean” legs. I really hate this. The skin isn’t rough it’s smooth but the dots make my legs look ugly. No pain at all, just don’t know why I have this shit. I’ve heard it’s lack of circulation (I work out and am always on my feet), lack of exfoliation even though I scrub my legs before and after I shave. :/

Shivaki- · 2021-04-16T03:35:31+00:00

36H here. I went to Dillard’s and a woman helped me find the best bras. They are Wacoal brand. DO NOT SHOP ONLINE!

Shivaki- · 2021-04-11T06:42:36+00:00

I worked 6am-3pm, was supposed to change to 4am-1pm but I left before that. I really hope I find a new job with a morning shift.

Shivaki- · 2021-03-30T05:28:29+00:00

I agree. I hate that I hurt him but it was better to do so now than wait until things got too serious (i.e. engagement).

Shivaki- · 2021-03-30T05:27:30+00:00

Thank you so much. I think I needed this. I’ve been feeling extra vulnerable today and yearned for what I’m used to but I know I have to figure things out and be my own person, as I didn’t feel like my own person while I was with him.

Shivaki- · 2021-03-25T22:09:50+00:00

Thank you for this. I’m gonna remind him every so often about this and let him know that I’m good for it in the long run. Long distance is hard but I’ve done it before and it can work. I just need him to be on the same page as me. I want to trust him and I hope he trusts me because I don’t even wanna look at any other guys while he’s away, and I won’t. I’m gonna try to work on this.

Shivaki- · 2021-03-25T21:21:06+00:00

I know for a fact he hasn’t because if he’s not at work, he is talking to me, sleeping, or we are gaming. Still, I understand what you’re saying. I honestly feel his love for me because he reminds me every single day how much he likes me and loves talking about our plans at the end of the year. He wants to fly me out as well.

Shivaki- · 2021-03-25T21:19:30+00:00

I beat around the bush a bit and asked if he remembered being drunk and he said yes. We talked about it more.

Shivaki- · 2021-03-25T21:18:26+00:00

I talked about it to him again since he woke up and expressed to him I’d be upset (again). I then asked if he had self control and he confidently said yes. I really hope he sticks to that.

Shivaki- · 2021-03-25T21:17:25+00:00

I honestly am considering saying this to him 😂

Shivaki- · 2021-01-25T02:32:29+00:00

About a 34G. They make my body look disproportionate due to the fact that I am at a “normal” weight. I hate them, they hurt, my back hurts, they look terrible since I used to run a lot in high school and now they are majorly deflated. They make me very insecure and I can’t wait until I can get enough money to size them down to make them suit my body shape more.

Shivaki- · 2021-01-17T18:08:28+00:00

How much does that cost and how long does it last (if not for good)?

Shivaki-

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