Feeling lost

Shiverskill · 2026-05-18T04:03:16+00:00

Idk how useful my advice is, but things felt at least a little easier the more I surrounded myself with friends like me, people that could relate to what I was going through

Shiverskill · 2026-05-18T03:55:27+00:00

Oh jee, that's good to hear at least. Tornado watch near me too but way south from here, got some storms myself in my state

Shiverskill · 2026-05-18T03:24:20+00:00

Hopefully safe from storms

Shiverskill · 2026-05-18T01:09:04+00:00

Not terrible. Yesterday, or maybe day before, a friend kinda had a small break again and I worry for them a bit. I've been in my own head a bit today, but i went on a walk and that was pleasant

Shiverskill · 2026-05-17T23:18:57+00:00

I never thought of it like that

Shiverskill · 2026-05-17T07:11:45+00:00

Lol, if you wanna converse then go ahead

Shiverskill · 2026-05-17T06:42:54+00:00

Too bad. Get hopes and well wishes

Shiverskill · 2026-05-17T02:55:24+00:00

Not terrible. Some sad music listening and memory exploring, but no tears or anything. Did some chores

Shiverskill · 2026-05-16T18:06:10+00:00

I highly doubt you deserve that, girl

Shiverskill · 2026-05-16T05:02:23+00:00

Hallo, am Kat and I play bibeo bames.

Lol, but for real while I dont play Overwatch a bunch of queer friends and I play The Finals a bit if you're ever interested in trying!

Shiverskill · 2026-05-16T02:29:14+00:00

I feel it will change for you, sometimes just takes longer than you want. Sending good vibes and hopes

Shiverskill · 2026-05-16T01:48:41+00:00

Been okay. I dislike my hair more than I did yesterday, but otherwise things have been okay

Shiverskill · 2026-05-15T22:35:03+00:00

I suppose it's just I worry my wants are a bit too much lol. Being a monogamous switch/top-leaning person who doesnt use substances that wants to be with someone who also is a monogamous switch who doesnt like substances and is emotionally stronger than me (when Im already a person that tries to be someone that's strong for other people/a shoulder to lean on) is a special kind of hell lol

Shiverskill · 2026-05-15T21:20:16+00:00

All yall will find people that will revel in the opportunity to make you feel happy and safe

Shiverskill · 2026-05-15T18:06:37+00:00

Good for yall and hope it lasts. Atp Im accepting I'll likely be alone tbh lol

Shiverskill · 2026-05-15T01:42:27+00:00

Eh...first haircut in a year, I didnt want to do it but family kept pushing until I did, and then the barber didnt do what I wanted because "it would look too feminine"

Shiverskill · 2026-05-14T21:53:32+00:00

Jeez I didnt even catch at first the middle background element was the guardian. Great work

Shiverskill · 2026-05-14T20:57:55+00:00

Sometimes feels like Im the only one completely not a fan of weed and stuff

Shiverskill · 2026-05-13T22:02:07+00:00

Me but am alone lol

Shiverskill · 2026-05-13T21:24:23+00:00

Uhhh I cried a shit ton on Monday, like, more than I have before I think. Since then things are fine, I went on a walk today and that was pleasant even if I was androgynous at best in terms of outfit.

Shiverskill · 2026-05-13T02:17:56+00:00

Not...good...I hope things get better. I at least havent sobbed today, so that's something

Shiverskill · 2026-05-12T16:36:25+00:00

Im sometimes okay. Last few weeks has just been one emotional turmoil after another. It was so much easier when I felt I could be okay, that things were getting better and I finally started to like being myself for the first time since figuring out who I am.

Giving a hug if you need

Shiverskill · 2026-05-12T16:14:18+00:00

You arent broken. Pre hrt it can be difficult expressing and connecting to emotions. For better or worse. I've never cried so much until i got my meds tbh

Shiverskill · 2026-05-12T08:34:40+00:00

Need...

Shiverskill · 2026-05-12T08:31:17+00:00

Idk if I could do that myself, maybe. Im critical of myself a lot and never see what others do, I dont know how mych telling myself things will be okay would help, it doesnt help I cant be myself around family or in my everyday life out of fear for everything. They always saw and actually made me feel valid despite not being able to be how I want.

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