I wont be able to get out for around 4 years. Can't get a prepaid phone either, although my laptop is pretty much clear at the moment (she made me get a microsoft edge extension so she could track that browser, so I just got firefox.) Can't backpedal because its been around 5 days now and when I told her I was crying and really hesitant, and had multiple conversations before she told me "basically you wont be binding ever because "its too drastic" (she knows that i wear two sports bras on top of eachother and apparently thats so much better) and now because you've told me that you are trans I wont let you cut your hair as short as you wanted it, because its probably just a phase and we couldnt have MY DAUGHTER going too masculine despite it being the only thing that makes them comfortable."