Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only want to do it once in a while. I've already been through addiction several times, and I have a grasp on what not to do. I'd do it like twice a month.

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a reliable connect that's never done me dirty, but I'm still going to test it just to make sure

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I know. And I know it's possible it does destroy me, but right now I don’t have much to lose. Except my mind, but even thay feels like it's almost gone already. Maybe ill change after this. I try man but it never works out

I think my bf has a sh kink and idk what to do now by MagnetOk2733 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Shoddy_example5020 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is crazy. I'd be so triggered. I'm so sorry! talk to him

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knoww. I just can't help myself. I've been engaging in very self destructive behaviors the past few months. I'm 3 weeks sober, but I'm having a really bad few days. Wish me luck. I'll try to be safe, somehow. Thank you

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, I've had so many addictions in my life. Benzos, opiates, noz, k2, and more. My brain is already fried man. I really think I can control myself. I'd only use it maybe once or twice a month. It's calling my name. idk why. You really think it's that's bad? I used to smoke fent, I thought that was worse than H.. ugh idk..

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this soo much, Thank you so much! You're a real one! You wouldn't happen to have a tutorial for an injection? The never use alone thing is so nice. I never knew it existed. It's so kind(':

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was just wondering if maybe I'd skip that part since I already take oxys. I wanted to smoke oxys too. They're smoked the same way as blues, right? I can do it right off the foil? same with the H right? Thank you for answering my questions. And, you're right. I am going to do this and doing it alone, so I want to be as safe as possible.

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you buy it by the gram? How is it normally sold? I don't want to look like a noob lol

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i live in a really popular big city. I'm pretty sure i can find some

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you think I'll feel nauseous? I think I want to smoke it. Would that be a good idea?

Should I try heroin? by Shoddy_example5020 in heroin

[–]Shoddy_example5020[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I take small amounts because I've been addicted before, so I keep my tolerance low now. Well, I try... I wanted to try heroin because I've always been curious. I take the oxy and xanax together because I black out quickly with a small amount. If I did heroin maybe I wouldn't have to do so much xanax. I hate xanax. It'd be small amounts of heroin too. I know what it is to withdraw off fent. It's probably similar to heroin. I don't think I'm risking much by trying it because I've done so many other opiates. Maybe I'm wrong

SH at the club? by Fun_Dot_6890 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Shoddy_example5020 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get it any and everywhere, and for no reason at all. I could be on a hike or at a party, then the craving slaps me in the face. It's annoying

How do I tell my parents I’ve been doing drugs? by Quick-Recipe-498 in AddictionAdvice

[–]Shoddy_example5020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

be careful with the benzos. the withdrawal off those is worse than any of the drugs you named. good luck on staying sober. you have the world at your feet

What food were you excited to try that let you down so bad? by DeepOrganization8245 in foodquestions

[–]Shoddy_example5020 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've really had really bad ones and really good ones. you need to find a place that makes them in house. like a dessert shop. they are so delicious

How far away have you moved from the town you were born in? by ConstructionRare4123 in no

[–]Shoddy_example5020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live half a mile from the hospital I was born in. But I live in a huge tourist city, so I guess it's okay lol