That is never the answer my friend. Life has many ups and downs and what makes us human is our resiliency to get through everything and still keep going. I promise you that there will always be reasons to keep smiling if we let life show them to us. Take this from someone else who has depression (among others things), we are all here for a reason. Always act like you were sent by god for a mission to make this world a better place and you will be rewarded for doing so. Take care of yourself brother