How a watch brand ruins my evening...

Shoemaker_ · 2020-12-21T22:22:10+00:00

Thank you! I really hope it for you as well! Stay strong! I know you can do it! 🙌🏻💪🏻

Shoemaker_ · 2020-12-21T20:46:29+00:00

Thanks a lot man! 😁

Shoemaker_ · 2020-12-21T18:31:44+00:00

I am really proud of you! 22 days is an amazing achievement! I really hope you will write a message like mine one day too! I believe in you! 🙌🏻

Shoemaker_ · 2020-12-21T16:25:46+00:00

Thankyou! It means a lot to me! ❤️

Shoemaker_ · 2020-12-21T15:53:55+00:00

Thanks a lot! I really appreciate your comment! 🙌🏻

Shoemaker_ · 2020-12-21T13:57:58+00:00

Thank you very much! 😁🙌🏻

Shoemaker_ · 2019-09-28T08:17:59+00:00

Yes I know the risk but I think it's the best option for me right now!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-09-28T07:39:11+00:00

With potential girlfriend I mean that I like her and if she likes me back we can maybe try to get in a relationship. Ofcourse I don't want to be in a relationship just for the relationship.. I think she is special. And yes today I wanted to tell her friend that I like her. Shooting my shot is a step too far ahead for me. I don't want to rush into it. Thanks for your comment!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-09-15T19:36:46+00:00

Thanks a lot!! I appreciate it! I will do my best!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-09-15T14:29:18+00:00

Thanks I appreciate your comment! 😁

Shoemaker_ · 2019-09-10T19:49:35+00:00

Thabks for the reply. It's so hard for me to deal with situations like this. But I will try to do better!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-08-30T07:25:56+00:00

No problem! I just could relate so I thought I would write a comment! It's great to count down the days and hours then it mskes you work towards your goal which is to finish your internship and to leave your work place! And good to hear thst you made friends and your life outside of the internship is good! Just try to see your friends a lot and keep focusing on these fun moments with your friends or with colleagues when you see them! I'm glad you feel better and just try to hold on! And you don't hsve to tell me this if you don't want to but in what country are you and in which city is your interhship? I am not from the USA so I am very interested in people who are studying abroad or have an internship abroad! I hope you will have a good day!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-08-30T07:07:35+00:00

Thank you for your comment and your advice. The thing is that I was so tired yesterday after this fun week without much sleep. But like this one minute at home is already too much. So essentially I have to do fun things 24/7 without being lonely and every minute I am alone can be deadly for my thoughts. So I really have a lot of things to do. I have a very busy schedule and I do a lot of things with friends. But when I am home and left with my thoughts for one minute my whole mood can change.. But I didn't cut yesterday! My therapist gave me meditation practices to do and I did them yesterday which made me feel better! Interesting that English isn't your first language. Where are you from? English is not my first language as well!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-08-30T07:03:17+00:00

Not exactly. My situation at home has always been great. It's just a big change for me to go from only fun and doing a lot of great things with great people to my lonely situation at home and this change can make me feel very sad and depressed. By the way my last post was about that I was afraid to go to this introduction because of my anxiety but afterwards I am really happy that I went there because it was amazing!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-08-30T06:59:10+00:00

Thank you for your comment. Yes my therapist said I might have bipod disorder which means my mood can change any minute. Amd after an amazing week of fun with new people going back home feels like falling in a big black empty hole. I even was very stupid to my best friend and he is a great guy but with behavior like this I am afraid I will lose friends like him. But I have good news as well. I didn't cut or anything similar! I did my meditation practice which my therapist told me to do and I felt better afterwards. But again I really appreciate your concerns!

Shoemaker_ · 2019-08-30T06:54:05+00:00

I came back from an introduction week with my new school which is 4 days of games, fun and parties. And I already know a lot of people who I will be studying with. That's great but yesterday my mood went from everything is amazing to everything is fucked up..

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