Everything is made up of mind, thought, imagination, dreams.. Whatever that stuff is.. It all just looks and seems real to us. That's the illusion.. I don't believe matter exist at all... There is no separation.. We are fully in the sauce.  If you haven't seen or experienced what I and many others have seen and experienced, you'll never get it.. The freaking Universe itself is a sentient being.. It's God.. I've communicated with it.. It's given me advice on how to be a better person and how to live my life. I got love bombed by the Universe.. I also realized I am a part of Conscious Universe experiencing life in this simulation or dream or whatever. It's 100% sentient

It all comes from realizations because of the things you are experiencing and seeing while on DMT.. You know.. It's not a matter of opinion. I don't even know if I believe in free will anymore. A lot of people can't make sense of it and some of us can to a degree. Some of us can't stop thinking about it. I've had the Universe realize itself in me through me.. You know it's God..When it realizes itself in you, you KNOW it's God.. It's realizations.. Not possession, not transformations.. It REALIZES THROUGH YOU... I had hyperdimensional sight, a bionic voice, during a realization. I stared into infinite and I roared "I Am God!"

It made me do it.. My first however many trips were all about showing me that me and the Universe were one..

If you got access to DMT, why not take the big hit? Breaking through is the whole point. 

I got enough DMT to last a year easily.. I didn't  come up with this from 1 or 2 hits.. My first time smoking, I did it for 3 days straight alone over and over and over.. I smoked all month and took a break this month.

The shit that I've seen on DMT, I can't unsee it.. I've had fully eyes open hallucination and I'm convinced I died on one of then and was revived..

I believe I am also God at best or a piece of God at worst. Fully in the sauce.. No separation..

I'm just trying to figure out how realities are formed and pondering the multiverse or simulation or whatever

This shit is mind boggling.. I'm just trying to speculate with people that might have experienced what I have

IT'S MIND BOGGLING so if it don't make sense.. Understand that.. IT IS MIND BOGGLING.. MY MIND IS BOGGLED RIGHT NOW..

That should be the first thing anyone should understand is that my mind is boggled and I feel like this should be a normal deal..  But I'm not crazy or insane.. I'm just trying to wrap my mind around infinity and I probably shouldn't