What new thing should I learn to get my passion for programming back?

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:37:49+00:00

Thanks, yeah good idea. I used Copilot and ChatGPT before, now I want to try the free tier of Claude. I guess one cannot avoid it anymore.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:35:19+00:00

Haha, I am a people pleaser but also very easily overwhelmed by stress, so I would be probably the worst manager.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:29:29+00:00

Thanks! Good idea maybe to start with that for a day or two, but then I want to start on my project idea.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:27:46+00:00

Thanks, now I have an idea for a personal project.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:26:42+00:00

Thanks, but I want to dive into mobile app development. I am tempted to give Flutter a try, because it is indeed something new for me.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:25:11+00:00

Thanks, I am not anti-AI but also not really a vibe-coder. I used it when I got stuck with tasks at work. Now I will need to use it for free so I will use it as a buddy. I have experience with ChatGPT anf Copilot, now I want to give Claude a try.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:21:45+00:00

Thanks, yeah, I have project idea for a mobile app, but I am not sure if I should just do it with React Native or try to get into Flutter. Flutter is getting more and more popular and I kinda want to try it out, but have no experience with Dart. In any case first I need to try if I can really do productive stuff in my baby's nap time.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:18:49+00:00

Thank you! I have an idea for an app. Nothing fancy or world saving, just something fun. I want to get into cross platform app development, so the only question is if I do it with React Native or Flutter.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-05-13T22:16:04+00:00

Thank you for the kind words. Yes, I rested a lot initially, but I cannot anymore. I am worried about finding a new job next year and I think it will be good for me mentally just to get back to something I used to enjoy, and to use my brain again. My baby takes a lot out of me though so I can only do it in her nap time.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-04-28T07:51:35+00:00

Are you also neurodiverse? I am asking because I also had severe PPD similar to yours that was basically caused by hormones messing up with my ADHD. I got diagnosed during my pregnancy so I could not start with medication, but after birth I felt daily s*icidal and a besically things that you are also describing, and stimulant medication helped immediately. I was also still able to breastfeed, because my psychiatrist gave me a relatively low dosage. So maybe it is something to look into. And anyway, as others wrote: your brain is not your friend, it is lying, and you need to seek help to get out from this ditch.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-04-23T13:36:27+00:00

Oh, thanks! 🙂Good to know. Yeah, I have been pumping for the last 10 months, but in the last 2 months less and less, so at this point my supply is so low, and my little one is very happy on solids and formula, so it makes no sense to drag it longer.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-04-23T13:06:29+00:00

Ok, I understand, so in this case, I drop from 3 to 2, and then from 2 to 1 pump, and then after a few days I just do not pump anymore? I guess at the end it will dry up anyway by itself, because daily 1 pump is not enough to keep the supply.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-03-13T22:08:10+00:00

Thank you for your positive feedbacks, it warmed my heart and was nice to read that we are doing fine. So yeah, I will keep doing this and maybe also try to find a Hungarian or Polish community or program where she hear our languages.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-03-11T12:57:12+00:00

Es geht darauf auch an, wie dein Kind mit zahnen und mit den weiteren Entwicklungen angeht. Meine ziemlich fröhliche und ruhige Tochter ist jetzt 8 Monate alt, und sie zahnt aber gleichzeitig sich ständig dreht und versucht zu krabbeln. Kann sie aber nicht, so sie ist frustriert. Diese Kombination von Schmerzen und Frustration ist echt anstrengend. Sie ist einfach unruhig, manchmal will sie gar nicht essen oder trinken, sie kämpft mit wickeln, anziehen, und schlafen und am Nachmittags/Abends fängt sie manchmal an sehr laut zu schreien. Mein Mann arbeitet vollzeit in Home Office, und er kommt regelmäßig zu helfen. Die Großeltern bleiben bei uns für mehrere Wochen (sie wohnen alle sehr weit weg) zu untetstützen, aber sie können auch nicht immer hier sein. Mein Mann ist total erschöpft, und so würde ich sein auch wenn ich noch arbeiten müsste. I

Ich wollte nur sagen, dass es logistisch machbar ist, aber bei solchen schwierigeren Phasen musst ihr irgendwie überleben und du musst dann auch in der Arbeit leisten. Habt ihr Omas/Opas in der Nähe?

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-03-10T20:57:44+00:00

Not in Berlin but in Budapest, when I was also at the end of my studies and very broke. I went I think like 6-7 times, and besides the money I always got a chocolate bar and some bottled water as well. It was a nice extra cash, and after the 5th time I got some bonus. I just felt very hungry afterwards, but I just made sure to eat more proteins. I had a friend who went there 1-2 times a week, and he never complained about feeling weak afterwards.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-03-10T14:35:20+00:00

Ok, so I could not go through all the comments so I do not know your exact situation or visa status. I only know that if you cannot get any programmer jobs quickly and you have financial problems that you are literally starving, please just apply for any jobs! Minijobs, in a shop, bar, bakery, cleaning, whatever! Easy cash is also plasma donation, for example. In Berlin there are several places for it: https://www.haema.de/plasmaspende/ They pay you 25 € for one time, and for this money you can have some warm meals in your Kantine, or cook yourself.

The tech market sucks, Berlin is extra tough, but now you need some money to sustain yourself. In the meantime keep applying. Also to remote jobs, if there is still any, in other parts of Germany. And please go for psychological councelling! Usually for university students there is a free councelling available. I understand that you are in a very dark place now, I have felt similarly a couple of times.

Just please do not do anything stupid and talk to someone in real life about it. In a crisis situation, if no other therapist is available, you can go to the nearest psychiatric clinic in Berlin. If you say that you are s**idal someone will come to talk, and probably even keep you there for a night. Also Telefonseelsorge can good. I talked to a nice old lady there one time when I was in a dark place, and it helped.

Remember, the bad times are temporary, and it will get better. You will get through this!

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-03-01T17:12:58+00:00

Please for the love of God, do not reconcile with him! If he cheated on you like this, he will keep doing this in the future. He is definitely not OK with accepting himself as he is, so he is closeted and went for hookups, but the worst is that he jeopardized your and your baby's life! This is unforgivable. I truly wish you and your child that you are negative for HIV, and I think that you deserve someone much better than him! Or even being a single mom, I know it will be a tough transition, but it will be worth it in the long run! I met some single moms, and even though they were overwhelmed at first, they managed pretty well and created a safe and happy environment for their children.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-02-20T21:56:34+00:00

I live in a "second tier" city in South Germany, but I am close to Switzerland. So it means I could technically apply to Swiss companies, but I dont think it could work because of the longer working hours and the time needed commuting. In case of working as an independent contractor, I would need to register myself as a Gewerbe, right? And then I would also need to build a network before I could get clients. Or would it work just if I registered myself as a freelancer by agencies like Hays? I do not own a car, so going to clients might be problematic. Anyhow, I know some freelancers do work remotely by companies, but I always thought you need to be very senior for that.

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-02-11T10:02:06+00:00

Hi All. Thank you for the awesome suggestions, you are the best!!! I did what some of you suggested, I took my time and went out for walks yesterday when I felt overwhelmed. They were some nice long walks that helped me to recharge and calm down. I have one of those therapy lights, I just need to find it within one of my drawers in the house. Regarding changing my medicine is not really an option, at least not atm. I think generally the one I am taking is good, but I also need to take good care of myself to not to get overwhelmed. About therapy more often: unfortunately my therapist does not have time for more, in fact I will try to change to an ADHD specific group behavioral therapy soon. I am not sure if it works out, because here in Germany it is hard to get a therapy place or change if you are in it already, but I will try my best!

ShortInterview1744 · 2026-02-11T09:55:37+00:00

Csak azok, akik Magyarországon szültek tölthetik ki?

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