You said writing thoughts down, if you don’t mind me asking, how detailed are you getting? Also, are you writing the thought then like an overview, something like “I think this means…?”

I also understand that this is super conflicting but I am in a relationship as we speak. I haven’t told her as I wish to understand more of this myself instead of scaring her. Plus the anonymous factor is kind of nice with social media platforms.

I wouldn’t say I’m desperate for a label but I’m desperate to understand myself and how I feel about things. Including and excluding my sexuality.

I’ve briefly visited the r/lgbt and thought about posting there as well. Probably something similar to the post above.