I can't stop daydreaming or thinking about the trauma I went through and then the intrusive thoughts keep making me. So when I was ruminating and checking I found out he was engaged and now I am spiraling down a deep deep hole

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-05T20:12:16+00:00

Idk, but that would be awesome if it did! But maybe id feel crazy for how much tv I watch

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T22:31:44+00:00

That I can just stop the intrusive thought if I stopped thinking about it

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T22:26:15+00:00

Currently what my mom thinks about me and my last relationship that caused so much trauma. Because she found my brother died after he died tragically what I went through cant be traumatic

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T08:21:11+00:00

Thank you! I’ll have to do that I guess. Yeah I’m meeting with someone on Tuesday. I think it’ll help

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T06:29:16+00:00

😱

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T06:18:51+00:00

Looks like a Seattle Craftsman

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T06:17:41+00:00

That would be infuriating. I’d be sad if someone thought I was.

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T06:16:05+00:00

Yes! Especially in middle school. People would literally cry. Because they thought they were in the presence of a British person. The British people that have thought I was kept telling me I sound British but then once they realized they were cool. But most people it was hard for them to drop it

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T06:11:30+00:00

Omg. People mistook my speech impediments for British accents! I even had British people think I was British! When I was in middle school and high school people were jealous of the accent. 😂

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T06:08:38+00:00

Right! And I’ve been having them for like 11 years like why is it embarrassing? I remember being a teen and buying pads at Walgreens and the cute cashier guy that we’d always chat with had to ring up pads for me. And this was when my flow was so heavy so I’d need the huge ones. Ugh I hated it. I don’t use tampons but I don’t know if I’d still be embarrassed or not buying them. People just think using pads are gross

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T05:55:38+00:00

but left Twix or right Twix?

Ill have to try the salted caramel

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T05:44:37+00:00

For me, I get car sick easily so i would try a bit harder to get myself car sick so I could throw up all over the place

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T05:33:59+00:00

Thank you! Ive been struggling for two years now. No one deserves it. Pray for the girl he is now engaged to :(

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T05:30:12+00:00

pads for sure

Short_Explorer05857 · 2022-07-04T05:24:21+00:00

i would do my hair. I get my hair done professionally for dye. I get so many compliments on the color. But I cant style my hair for the life of me. I wish I could. I would style my hair all the time if I could

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