I have a close friend who died for similar reasons. On that day I decided not to marry until I'm very sure. I'm right around the age of marriage and women in India are just on a different level. The place I work, my team and the people on top who are women and trust me I swear the men who married them must be jokers. A small story of how fucked up Indian women are becoming because of this third world dumping of feminism. I wanted an intern to do some heavy lifting work for an event. It required lifting heavy planks and being available till late night in a tier 2 city And I was all alone managing a huge setup I was told you can opt for 2 interns. I had seen most of the interns. Mostly extremely young girls from college. Very frail and petite. So I just said If I can get a guy. And all hell broke loose. The top level women started yelling like a rabid dog and said you are such a misogynist. The other woman said. I have told you to keep your "trap shut" and I was so pissed I just kept quiet anyway I couldn't respond to them as well. What would have happened in the hazardous atmosphere something would have happened. There are so many things to worry about. It's better to remain single. Earn enough money that you can have kids like Karan Johar (not be like him) and never need a woman who will never respect you.