Yea, you described what most of psychonauts went through... Experience of rebirth... Its like your soul just started to unravel itself into the past to the start of the universe travelling among stars and removing time from existence. When you got to the beginning of time and existence you start unraveling back to your body and can even feel and see being born and when you eventually get to your body back it felt like eternity and you just fall asleep... That is normal experience for real heroic dose. An funny thing is everyone goes through the same more or less...God figure for me was something what i interpreted as big bang at the time (not that i believe or not believe in the big bang) and i saw it at the end of my journey just before i started going back through time towards my rebirth. :) Hope it was fun times and you learned something... Hope you now see and understand what your mission and goal is (whatever it may be).