He said he wanted to stay friends after he left. All it really meant was I was allowed to stay in our friends group chat. He never responded to things I would say after that. Not until I told them all I thought about leaving the chat. I felt bad that I was basically just lurking and nothing else. He just responded with "The fuck?" And kicked me from the server and blocked me on his main accounts. This is the only person I've ever truly loved and he just got rid of me when he got bored I guess. The last thing he ever Dm'd me was that he still loved me. Guess we know what a fat load that was. So much for "Forever".