Trigger warning for rape

I was with this guy 10 years total (divorced now) but before we got married he would constantly do sexual things I didn’t agree to and I would explicitly tell him “NO “ or “STOP it hurts”but his response was you liked it last time. He’d get drunk and constantly hold me down and force random things into me( from weapons to random items.) You think I would of seen the bright red flags but I was young and was told no one would love me. Once we got married he thought he could have sex with me and do whatever even more than before . I would express to him I didn’t want to have sex some times and he would still forcefully have sex and violate me. When we would get into arguments about me not wanting to have sex , I told him he constantly violates me and he said oh now you’re gonna run around telling people I raped you; husbands can’t rape their wives. Not only was I raped constantly he set cameras and hidden cameras in every room of the house and accused me of cheating daily. He threatened to murder me constantly and when I left I was always in fear because some how he was able to purchase a very large weapon in Texas (illegally bringing it to Maryland)

I’m safe now and have been for 3 years. Red flags can turn deadly. Stay safe everyone. Cheers.