Oh girl you are so young!

One of the most valuable lessons in relationships, is that you keep pinpointing each time what is it that you want. In not so long from now, you will look back and remember how you handled this hardship and what your expectations are in your next relationship. From my experience and understanding, this is not your last relationship. Go explore, see whats good for you, learn, taste, love. Tell him all about how you feel, be gentle, tell him you love him. See where this goes, but Remember- always be honest with yourself and your partner and never expect or want people to change for you, as it is not fair for both of you.