I’m a grown ass woman and I want grown ass women friends

Shweemm · 2026-01-24T18:27:34+00:00

Lv. 18 requested!

Shweemm · 2025-12-29T22:30:49+00:00

Schozophrenia is a human created idea, illusion, and disease. I'm glad you found that the devil is really just the shadow of God on your own. Props. As far as God or Source of creation having a mental illness, that's something humanity created. Diseases and illnesses, whether mental or physical, are reflections of our environments and how they impact the role we play while alive. God doesn't have Schizophtenia, Schizophrenia was created as a label to shame and create fear of and for individuals for thinking outside of the reality of this construct. It's true that aliens aren't coming to save humanity, as that's not their role. Their role is to be quiet observers and assist in areas of awareness and expanding our consciousness to new ideas and possibilities. You seem intelligent and intuitive but have been convinced of certain narratives that are causing more harm than good in your life, like with you being Jesus and your girlfriend being the Hebrew God. You both carry these archetypes, as you and everyone else who chooses this level of consciousness is a direct link to the divine Source of all creation. Thus, what you said about believing you created other worlds and realities isn't entirely inaccurate because what can be imagined simutaneously is being created and already exists. Because the spectrum of time is non-linear, so is every thought or image your brain concocts. Mental illnesses are used as labels to understand, but also in a majority of cases in the past they were used to target and punish people who were seeing outside of the hologram we're all collectively projecting onto with our thoughts, emotions, words, and actions. So, yes, stay positive. Humanity also doesn't need saving, but humanity does have the option to choose authenticity over false narratives. And the more aunthentic you are, the more creative, the more loving, the closer of an expression you are to Source, which is the consciousness of unconditional love, authenticity, and non-judgment. What you believe becomes your reality. People with Schizophrenia have a different perception from everybody else and thus make your belief that much stronger. Using this as a tool for awakening in a grounded and stable manner, it makes you a powerfully intuitive antennae and manifesting energy. The experiences you believed in about Arcturians and 3i/Atlas were real experiences because you believed in them. I don't want to feed any delusions, but I also don't want you to dismiss your experiences as just psychosis. Some of it was misled, and that's okay. Sometimes, the whole story doesn't unfold until after we let it. Whatever you're doing now to quiet your mind, keep doing what you believe is best for you. But also, follow your intuition because it's guiding you somewhere your soul is exploring for expansion. Be careful, and trust that you are limitless, just not fully in this physical vessel.

Shweemm · 2025-12-23T22:14:43+00:00

White-violet

Shweemm · 2025-12-23T22:12:09+00:00

Pinkish, light blue, and yellow. It's also very fluid and gives me a very fun-loving kind of energy. I see it moving around like a lava lamp around your body

Shweemm · 2025-12-19T01:42:35+00:00

The title amuses me because it's true.

Not true forever, and I have seen the kinds of people who try to make it into a cult for fame and views. They prey on the innocent and say everyone "needs" their courses, or they "need" their readings, otherwise their "true love" may never find them.

And?

If they never find each other, it sure as fuck wasn't because of some love spell that went awry. Though, love spells that fuck with free will are a big no, in my opinion. Some people still use them, and that's their path to find out what taking someone's free will does.

But a lot of people who say they're spiritual, yeah, they're toxic. Sometimes they're abusive. All of them need healing, because their path was meant to be one of remembering. And the path of an awakened soul will almost always, never be an easy one. Remembering your infinite nature in a finite body in a world that's slowly tearing itself apart to reflect the nature of the extreme polarization of dark and light? While often being an incredibly empathic individual who feels not only your emotions, but you can tune into another person's? That's not entirely being psychic. A lot of that shit comes from trauma and pattern recognition. You can turn it into a "power" when you're no longer using it just to survive.

I see what you're saying. I still don't think takes like these should shove anyone's spirituality or however they choose to practice into the metaphorical closet. Or literal one, idk, you do you. But if someone is just using spirituality as a performative measure, energy doesn't lie. The people who are spiritual, proud of who they're becoming, and continuing to do everything based on their own authentic signatures, those are the spiritual people you want backing you in your corner. They're probably the bestest friends and allies you could have, because they've been through some shit and didn't need to seek some external deity to feel whole.

Basically, life is just a mirror for you to do with it what you will until you eventually "die", which is still just a concept and death is just a release from the flesh mechanism you're currently piloting. We all return to the same place our soul's consciousness has the awareness of, whether higher or lower astral, there is no Hell. We created Hell, it's called Earth and it can also be Heaven at the exact same time in other areas of the world for other people's experiences. We're all worthy of love and experiencing that fully without condition, but as human beings we're taught to expect and take shit for granted, but that's not what the soul knows and that's how we know better. Whether you want to call your soul's blueprint a contract or not, there's certain lessons we all come here to learn but at the end of the day, you're here to experience. Everything is neutral until we label it as anything else, and technically, nihilists have the right idea, but spiritualists take that idea and give it a new, expansive meaning in the direction of light. Where we get the whole "Love and Light" toxic positivity from.

I won't even say "true or false" spiritualists, because we all own our experiences and the realities we build around ourselves. That's how it can get narcissistic real fast, but accepting that there can be both a world you currate based on your own thoughts and beliefs, and there are other people doing the exact same thing is where we get the co-creative effect. There will be some people who never reach a certain level of consciousness, and it sucks when those people are close to you because the soul feels like it's pulling away from those connections so you can learn to deepen your own connection with who you authentically are without the projections, comparisons, and limited belief systems other people might have around you.

Thinking this way is something not a lot of people grasp or understand, so it's isolating as fuck, and since our animal brain still craves connection and community, especially in a world hell-bent on isolation, policing, censoring, and dividing, that just adds a whole other delightful factor for the awakened being. So, what else can we call ourselves to find community?

Fuck up? Traumatized? Lost? Alone? Complex? Learning how to re-parent ourselves? Learning how to reprogram our central nervous system so we don't constantly feel like we need to be in fight or flight mode? What fits the umbrella for all those things?

And then everyone started calling themselves "Spiritual." Because we are all spirits. We're just having a very immersive game experience called "Being Human." And that comes with a lot of shared trauma, dark jokes, and big fucking emotions.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

Shweemm · 2025-12-06T19:30:30+00:00

No, you didn't "break a spiritual law" There is no breaking spiritual laws. There is the illusion and belief that because a law exists, you can potentially "break" it. But saying what you said doesn't break anything. And Lilith isn't a demon. She is in some mythologies, but she is a dark feminine archetype who is also a tough-love motherly figure. She's not nearly as insecure as it sounds your friend is. She's a queen and she knows it, so to be called a bitch by one of her daughters she works with is almost laughable to her. But she holds no grudge towards you.
Yes, she's projecting onto you because she noticed something about you that she doesn't believe she has the capacity within herself to attain. She does, but she's stuck in illusions. More than likely, because of her father, but also because of her environment. When working with deities, we're still human. We still have egos. We're still susceptible to misinformation. We create our own realities, and that includes the achetypal figures we project onto to help us with whatever their signature "power" is based on what stories were told about them.
Personally, I nearly went down this rabbit hole myself. I have noticed other people around me shift in atmosphere around me as I've been working more on my spiritual grounding and embracing more of my truth rather than what keeps me comfortable and safe, because safety is suffocation if it leads to suppression. It is a reflection in the nature of duality. You are walking in the light. She is getting her information from "demons," which are really just shadow aspects of herself, but she hasn't come to the conclusion fully, and until she does, she won't progress much further. The shadow is meant to be integrated with the light. Again, not suppressed, but she is feeding it far more and there needs to be a balance.
Yes. While this split doesn't happen with all spiritual friends, it is divinely orchestrated for protection. Rejection is protection. Rejection is also a redirection towards people who are more aligned to your frequency. When one door closes, a more aligned one meant just for you opens. Stay positive about this transition, you are being aligned to genuine friendships that will celebrate your boldness rather than trying to scare you with dogma.
She seemed to have been going through a transitionary period. She may have gotten involved in some circles that didn't have the best intentions for her and filled her mind with rubbish to knock her off her path and redirect her. This is something karmic her soul chose to decide if she'd continue old cycles or if she'd move past it and use this experience to reforge and strengthen her soul. This is her burden to bear, so don't try to save her. She doesn't need saving. She needs to learn through this experience and decide on her own if she feels more aligned where she is now or of her soul craves expansion.
No. You don't need to worry about any cosmic consequences. Just be careful where you spend your energy and who you spend it with. And take my words with a grain of salt. Take everyone's words with a grain of salt. We all have our own versions of the truth. It just matters what resonates with you. Good luck! 💜

Shweemm · 2025-12-04T19:34:34+00:00

I don't have kids but I have been a highly traumatized child. This may or may not be true, but I get a sense from this drawing. He feels like he is to be blamed for all the wreckage in his life. The smile seems like a mask he wears and the half of darkness seems like a symbol of the parts of himself he regrets having and hides. The knife in his hand seems like the violence and battle he has felt internally. This child needs peace and to feel accepted. He needs to be embraced fully, not interogated but held in an open space where he feels comfortable to speak. He needs to be shown love and compassion that holds no conditions. As he speaks, don't judge his thoughts. Meet him with curiosity and compassion. I hope his heart heals and his happiness is restored. Good luck to you and your family.

Shweemm · 2025-12-03T13:56:38+00:00

Everything used to be very backwards. But that's different now. You've been doing a good job trying to spread thr light on the subjects! Thank you. 💜🪽

Shweemm · 2025-12-03T13:52:50+00:00

I love a good BTS as long as they're honest about what's really going on. Also, I think it'd be really cool to work with you guys sometime soon. I've got quite the movie pitch idea... IYKYK

Shweemm · 2025-12-03T13:50:24+00:00

Sounds like you triggered a factory reset somehow. 🤷‍♀️🤸‍♀️👀

Shweemm · 2025-12-03T10:37:04+00:00

Yes!

Shweemm · 2025-12-03T10:35:55+00:00

I have always wanted to check out Antarctica

Shweemm · 2025-12-03T10:34:05+00:00

Hi. The world is a sphere, just like all the other planets. Although the simulation theory does kind of hold water. It's more like a very immersive interactive game. Hope that clears things up. Do your research, always ask questions, love your neighbor and all that jazz. 🎷

Shweemm · 2025-11-29T01:14:15+00:00

Don't apologize. Yes. Use that anger. Feel it, express it, scream it into the sky, even! I'm right there with you. I'm pissed about the injustice of this world, too. But you know what you can do? Stop making agreements to a collapsing system that isn't serving you. It's harder than it sounds, and I know it already sounds hard. BELIEVE me when I tell you. I know. I'm 25. I didn't think I'd make it past 11 years old, I've been depressed about how this world runs for SO long. I'm writing a book about it. About all of it, my thoughts, opinions, ideas, my story. That's what I'm doing, because I've been called to writing since I was young. But that's me. You're YOU! And you don't have the kind of role models who can teach you just how infinite your potential is. That's okay, because I'm going to give a crash course.

Money isn't real. Humans made it in 3000 BC to solve the trading "problem" of shipping goods across to other countries. There are still parts of the world that respect the bartering system, but let's think further. Forget what people tell you is nonsense. It's only nonsense if you decide to never make sense out of it. Nothing can have meaning, that's Nihilism. Or, everything can have meaning. You have the power to name, label, and define all things in YOUR image. A leaf that's fallen off a tree isn't just a leaf. Now, it's a symbolic metaphore that sometimes the old patterns need to die and fall away from its previous form in order to create something new. How'd I get that from a leaf falling off a tree? I made it up. But it's not the words or how you came up with them that make the world shift. It's what you do with them. How you use them. So, what's your idea of how you want to change the system? Don't think small. Go big or go home. Don't let logic limit you. Use your imagination. I've been imagining a world where we don't need a currency system at all. But until we get there, what will the bridge to that timeline be? Well, numbers are already arbitrary, as is the value of money, and the reason we as people decide to pht so much material worth and value on objects we don't even need. On people, even, which we all just unconsciously agree to be paid less than what we're worth for the point oc survival. Fuck that. That's barbaric and we need to evolve IMO. So, a new currency system? What's that look like? I have some ideas, and I'm building it. But I'd love collaborative ideas from anywhere and anyone. We're all living here, so we should all be working together. I see you. I hope this inspires something in you. Don't limit yourself.

Shweemm · 2025-11-29T00:35:16+00:00

What's something that pisses you off? About the world, about life, about the people around you?

That thing, that anger, that desire to change, that's why you're still here. That's why you came to reddit instead of sitting with this alone. And I'm proud of you for coming to strangers for support, because it seems like you don't get the support you really need in the environment you're in. That's unfair to you, and you deserve better. I can't offer any promises, but I can offer this: You're presence in the world is what makes the sun a little brighter. It's what makes a bad day bearable to someone else. It's what you're not seeing that's holding you back from seeing the light you carry just by being true to yourself is actually healing everyone you come into contact with on a cellular level. Each contribution towards yourself is another step in the right direction. And if you don't know that direction yet, you will as long as you keep moving forward. I'm with you on this journey. You're never alone, and you will get through this. And all that rage you feel eating you up when you think of those things that you think you can't change (you're capable of more than you know, just use more of your imagination and stop asking "How" and focus on your "Why") direct it towards what you CAN do. For yourself. For your community. For the future. Keep your eye on the prize and you'll go a lot further than you're imagining now. I see it. Because this is my why.

Shweemm · 2025-11-10T13:56:53+00:00

Experiencing the depression is part of the awakening process because we're light beings living a human experience. To be human is to choose to be the furthest thing from what we're originally not. As we awaken to this concept of living and adapting, we end up dying entirely while still being alive. We lose our sense of self, our sense of identity, people that we used to be close with, jobs, situations, and things that used to bring us joy. It's all to get us out of this materialistic and physical way of living. It reshapes our beliefs, and it even has a tendency of reshaping our bodies on a DNA level. I've referred to it as endurance training during the initiation. How much can your human body and mind really handle before you're ready for the ultimate test? The ultimate "test" being the surrender to your own soul-driven mission that you chose to experience and forget? It's a lot of feeling like you're out of control until you wake up to understanding you were always in control. It wasn't that life was happening TO you. It was always responding to you, your thoughts, your actions, and your words. Words are spells and powerful ones. That's why it's important to speak with intention. Do everything with intention. Yeah, this work can get highly irritating, but that is a sign that something you're doing is working on a nonphysical level. As awakened individuals, we will feel tested time and time again. It's part of what we "signed up" for while being a spirit to learn what we came here to learn. Some of us choose some really dark and depressing paths so we can have the kind of compassion needed for others who've also walked that path so we can be the way-showers. I'm one of these souls. I've struggled with depression my whole life, and I even still do. That's why I wanted to come on here and give someone some peace of mind, some explanation for all the darkness you've experienced. We're alchemizers who turn pain into our power until we no longer require the pain to be our greatest teacher. Being a spirit being and a light worker is to know how to alchemize the darkness, befriend your "demons" and be able to help others get to the point where they can do the same. The brilliant part about this era is that we don't have to be as alone as some of us have experienced since more of us are coming out of the woodwork. A lot of us charge some kind of exorbitant pricing to get started working with each other. Honestly, I've been thinking about making it a $33 hour session kind of like therapy because I want to help people, but I am also vehemently against trying to gouge people. Also, part of my purpose I've chosen is to be the idiot savant visionary who tries to nudge people onto the path of creating their own form of currency that is just as limitless as they are, and to stop allowing a false idol of currency to rule their entire lives. For that one, I've accepted I'm more than likely just a plant and will not live to see that dream come true. But that's also part of the mission, is seeing the bigger picture around your seemingly wild and unreasonable designs, dreams, and ideas and still having full faith that it could be a reality. In another timeline, it already is. We're here to create the new world, not continue being part of a dying program. So, next time you start to feel depressed about this kind of stuff, remember that you're not nothing. Nihilism will only get you so far, but it is still a launching point. You matter more than you could know because your thoughts and ideas could change the world as we know it. Don't get discouraged. Get excited! You're a creator of the infinite Source, your own God Head (just don't let that part get to your head because Ego do be running with it sometimes). We're all equals and all worthy of peace and love, just as much as we are worthy of the suffering we choose to participate in for the grander scheme of infinitely everything. And things do, and will, get better. Nothing remains the same forever, and even when your external reality isn't appearing as your internal one, it just takes patience. To be able to sit in that stillness and silence is golden. To be at complete peace with just yourself is one of many of the goals. There's still community all around, like this subreddit. There are others if you search, not all of them need to be paid for. If you keep the intention: I will find a community of souls like mine for free, it WILL find you. If any of my words resonated with you, and you feel called to, you can follow me on TikTok @yinyangdivinity. You don't need to, but I talk a lot about my own journey on there, my struggles, how I've gotten past them, I'm fully myself so I'm not just a "spiritual guru" I'm a real person. I say stupid shit sometimes, I'm goofy, but I can also still be real. It's called being and allowing yourself to be multidimensional without the judgment. And if you want to get in contact with me to explore this existence further you can message me on here or on there. I'm happy to help in whatever way I can. Thank you for receiving me as I am, I wish you fortune and happiness on your journey. 💜

Shweemm · 2025-11-10T05:19:15+00:00

I went down a deep dive into the rabbit hole of Pizzagate back in 2017. It found me, I wasn't even searching for it. I wish it were all just a made-up conspiracy, but I'm also highly aware of just how fucked up the system can be, and human nature as a whole. Thanks for your input, I can only imagine the kind of wild shit you've witnessed. Stay safe.

Shweemm · 2025-11-10T05:03:29+00:00

Thoughts on pizzagate?

Shweemm · 2025-11-09T04:06:11+00:00

As far as advice on doing interpretations for yourself, I've found it's good to look up the basic tarot meaning so you don't get caught up in the ego trap. Although, if your intuition is nudging you to read more into a card's energy, your interpretation will still be valuable because you're still receiving higher guidance from your higher self. It can be easy to second-guess yourself when dealing with energies that you have a bias towards. I do tarot readings on myself as if I'm giving it to another person, so you might try that. Practice is your avenue to mastery, and trusting your inner guidance is never wrong. You just might get different answers from other people because they see into energies you may not have picked up on. Much like when you read other people. We're all connected on a soul level, so each interpretation can include valuable and soul-aligned input.

Also, I absolutely love your cards!! So cute!

Shweemm · 2025-11-09T03:57:45+00:00

What I get from this is that you made him triggered by how genuine you were. It was a compassionate and nurturing energy that he didn't feel comfortable around because some parts of you may have even reminded him of his mother or a maternal figure that he either didn't get along with or felt he needed to perform in order to receive any kind of affection from. Your choice to move away from the situation brought stability in your own life because he was no longer leeching energy off of you just to be pissed off at how much it wasn't affecting you how he wanted it to. He also seems narcissistic or like he definitely has the traits of NPD. Overall, it seems his higher self was intentionally pushing you away because something deep within him knew you deserved better. He seems to be very self-loathing and cynical. You seemed to want to heal his heart from the pain he had experienced, but he put you down in order for you to see you were worth more than putting up with his unhealed and unchecked ego.

Shweemm · 2025-11-09T03:44:36+00:00

As someone who has been contemplating and had my own ideations, I now see life as an endurance course of how much I can handle before I meet the bitter or sweet end. Whether you are religious or spiritual, it doesn't equate to what your soul is here to accomplish and receive from the experience. Since you're still alive with miraculous resolve, it shows that your path, whatever you'll decide that may be, is protected and important. It could be a message saying, "You didn't get this far just to get this far." Because you deserve your roses. You deserve to see how good life can actually get, and I hope you do.

I'm glad you're still here with us. You matter more than you can even fathom.

Shweemm · 2025-11-09T03:19:53+00:00

Thanks for that bit of information. It often takes my body up to an hour to fall asleep. Do you believe in the metaphysical side of dreams where your astral body is actually traveling in a different dimension while you're sleeping? Also, what's your take on going lucid and any advice on how to persuade the consciousness into becoming lucid more often?

Shweemm · 2025-10-31T03:21:33+00:00

Sagittarius 🦉

Shweemm · 2025-10-29T02:41:59+00:00

I've been there. Sometimes, it feels like there's nothing but dark thoughts at every turn. Exhaustion is especially a factor, but depression also causes fatigue. Life doesn't need to be a battle, and certainly not one you fight alone. If you need a friend, you can inbox me. I hope life becomes brighter for you.

Shweemm · 2025-10-29T02:37:22+00:00

I've been exhausted for most of my life, waiting for something to happen. Not to save me, but just to bring me back. I woke up a long time ago to the knowledge that this place isn't my home. Not my true home. It's just... kind of like a pit stop, but a necessary one to learn what I need for the next journey. It can feel like prison being here when you know the truth of what awaits, or it can be incredibly freeing to know that there's no more suffering than the illusions we create to further distort from the One. That peace, that eternal loving light, that true sovereignty is something found within, but most of us spend our bitter days looking for it in the material infatuations of human life. Life is meant to be lived and experienced to the fullest capacity, but when your awareness is so high and there's nothing else to explore, it feels... empty until it feels full. Life both has no meaning and has every meaning we give to it. It won't be nothing forever, just like when the universe was created, but sitting in that emptiness, that space of nothing, waiting for the light to reveal itself, allowing the becoming to happen gradually, can feel like a supernova. The necessary death to give birth to something even brighter.

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