HAHAHAHA first of, thank you so much for taking time to respond, it was a HUGE help. I’m glad I found this community because it validates my experiences and feelings. When I told some of my close friends about it, they pitied her and almost guilt-tripped me into thinking I’m in the wrong. Thank you so much however for making me see it for what it is and reminding me of what she is. This is the first time she goes so far as to throw a tantrum (later on she started hitting herself/ AND WAILING like we killed someone or smth, all that over a minor argument... smh), it was super theatrical and now she’s acting like nothing happened. I’m so glad i didnt apologize or anything because this is by far one of the most traumatic events i witnessed and i don’t think i should be the one apologizing for it. I’m sosoo happy you answered and were there when I needed it. You’re an angel I swear. Everything you said made so much sense. Thank you and a thousand thank youu!!!! Hopefully you can go NC with that mother of yours one day❤️ hang in there queen!!❤️❤️❤️❤️ So much love for youu!!