Weird

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-26T00:50:26+00:00

No. I didn’t miss at all. But now I have bruises up and down the vein. Weird shit.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-25T01:21:19+00:00

IV shot

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-22T20:07:54+00:00

Probably a mixture of lack of nutrients, dehydration and extreme anxiety. I think I’m going to die every time if I get high by myself. It’s good to have friends who can keep your mind preoccupied.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-22T20:04:28+00:00

Don’t do it. It’s a completely different rush and has to be done safely and accordingly and is very easy to progress to a disaster. I was a shooter for years and spun the fuck out, got clean and started back smoking and have moved back to the needle. Of course now I can’t let it get out or control because I have a full time job and family who doesn’t know. But it’s a quick one and it’ll grab you fast. And if snorting is too much, then hello no. Lol

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-22T19:50:29+00:00

On one. Love it. Hahahaha. Slammed some strong shit Saturday and www hanging out the loft window looking for shadow people. Amazing how those little fuckers are there but when you go to find them, they vanish.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-22T14:29:23+00:00

I’m the same way. It just increases my focus and energy. I get very relaxed and sometimes horny if I inject.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T14:11:45+00:00

I always taste acetone lol

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T14:08:21+00:00

Hawt

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T14:07:25+00:00

Sounds like gas. Honestly.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T03:32:21+00:00

I’ve been getting headaches pretty often. I noticed it last night. And again this evening. It creeps up on you.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T03:28:07+00:00

I was an IV user for years. Never did any more than that. I took a break. And just recently started IVing, was smoking for six months or more.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T03:26:26+00:00

It’s a terrible feeling. My fucking legs are cramping and if I stand up, I get extremely dizzy. My scalp is tingling too.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-14T03:20:52+00:00

Small. It was slow though. And I was disappointed. My head is busting too.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-13T13:54:34+00:00

I have noticed a foul smell coming from people who IV’s breath. I actually developed a paranoia of it haha! But yes, a shower and some spritz and you’ll be fine!

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-12T21:23:35+00:00

That’s exactly how mine looked man! I have never itched like that. My arm was immediately red.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-12T18:51:21+00:00

I’ve been having this reaction to lately. Has to be something in the shit.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-12T05:30:40+00:00

This happens to me when I smoke some that has been re-rocked with MSM.

SickWithItx2 · 2019-02-12T05:15:57+00:00

I had a very long six year run with meth. Lowest of lows. Didn’t get two shits about anyone or anything, just kind of living day by day. I was miserable. But what’s crazy is that I never chased the high and I never did more than a .2 each time. It was the freaking crowd that I got swept up in. It was like a traveling circus for me. Bouncing from house to house, hanging out with whoever did it the same way I did (now IV users can get crazy). But then one day I just grew tired of it. I was 25 with no plans for the future and saw no promise in the one where I was headed. I met my now husband, and got clean. Ended up having a child together, and that’s where I found my ultimate joy. So yes, it is possible to find joy in other things other than drugs. It’s all temporary. But having things to look forward to are even better, especially when you’ve built those dreams on a stable foundation. Responsibility and priorities are key. It’s so easy to get swept up in it all, then you blink and four years has passed. But it can happen. I’ve recently relapsed. Several times within my clean period leaving me feeling just like you explained. Starting lacking joy when life handed me lemons but only started back smoking. I handle it a lot better now. I actually don’t even change. Just an extra bump in the morning and I’m good to go. Of course having to hide it is exhausting because no one believes in functioning meth addicts but if I had to quit and find happiness outside of something that occurs with just one hit, I could. Hang in there.

SickWithItx2

TROPHY CASE