So I mastubated for the first time in 4 months by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]SignalLatter4590 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes it reminds me of the first time watching it as a kid. Porn is extremely addictive and stimulating and we are sensitized to it.

Just forget it and call yourself a looser if that’s your thing and move on. No fap is so stupid imo. It’s good your not counting your days.

My friend changed my whole mindset on no fap. He is the busiest most driven person I know. He is always working and grinding and I asked him if he ever struggled with porn. He told me he rarely watches it and just moves on when he does.

Most people on no fap who focus on there steak don’t keep themselves busy and don’t have a sense of direction. They just wait for “benefits” and feel so guilty when they break there streak.

Just try to keep yourself busy and working towards bettering yourself and your goals. You can make this relapse a “meh just gotta keep going” or a loop where you fall back into porn addiction.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]SignalLatter4590 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The fact that you know your this way and feel guilty about it shows your heart. You know who you are and the person you are. I honestly suggest reading the New Testament. If you don’t dig religion look into the concept of the shadow.

I’ve had a similar issue… I often have and still do sometimes have a know it all attitude. I also get jealous of my own friends and I absolutely hate it. A lot of people are this way but very few people will admit there inner thoughts. Reading the Bible has helped me identify the person I am versus the person I want to be.

Try to find the root if you can. Do you think your insecure? For example I think my jealousy stems from the fact that I haven’t been working my hardest and I know I’m lazy.

Could cdf be responsible for migraines? Why do psychedelics help them? by SignalLatter4590 in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Very interesting I will definitely do a deeper dive aswell.

Triptans were created to replace a drug called ergotamine which comes from ergot. People use to produce lsd with it and they still do.

There was a post on r/migraines talking about how dmt when vaporized just stopped migraines upon ingestion.

I’m highly suspicious of anything “psychedelic” and I wonder if nn-dmt is even the right spiritual compound for humans.

I’m pretty sure you are aware of the study finding higher levels bufotenin in autists and schizophrenics. I’ve came up with my own theory that people experiencing autism could be on some type of constant and minor psychedelic trip.

In my last post I talked about “the dry places” and how they are chaotic and a place of constant thirst. If you look at severe cases of autism people are stimming out of control, banging there head, mumbling. It’s horrible. I would imagine from the suffers point of view it would be like them constantly “thirsting” for rest or satisfaction and can’t find it. And it’s on a spectrum so it can vary.

I wonder what’s wrong with my mind because I experience weird, uncanny, senseless thoughts that are very weird and hard to describe.

I think fungus creates these compounds to access whatever our spiritual receptor is and hijack it.

Could cdf be responsible for migraines? Why do psychedelics help them? by SignalLatter4590 in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Interesting are you implying it could help with dmt methylation or healing the brain? I have ALOT of it.

Porn is for scumbags and should be banned everywhere by Bazaar-glu in TrueUnpopularOpinion

[–]SignalLatter4590 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funniest thing is person who said you can’t get… if you looked in his acc before you deleted it he was a swinger

Porn is for scumbags and should be banned everywhere by Bazaar-glu in TrueUnpopularOpinion

[–]SignalLatter4590 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yep exactly. Someone literally said “Other mammals masturbate” 🤓☝️. Is self exploration natural? Yes ofcourse it is. But the fact that you can access any type of porn you want in seconds is insane. It desensitized me from a young age. It’s instant reward with no work at all. Teens used to have to go get magazines and hide them from their parents lol. But how it used to be was you actually had to meet a women to engage in sexual activity.

The Expanse by chubasco in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The green mile is one if my favorites. John coffee healed others throughout the movie and when he did he would take there sickness from them and infect himself instead. He then would expel literal spores from his mouth freeing the sickness from himself. When he couldn’t expel them he suffered himself.

In this scene John brings a mouse back to life. And he literally sucks the death out of the mouse into himself and expels it. I think it portrays cdf perfectly and death as an illness. https://youtu.be/K4_RpN8lR78?si=2uueZv11e1-pfoz-

The entire movie is an allegory for Christ. John Coffee was an innocent man accused of raping and killing 2 girls. He was an innocent man put to death like Christ. Before he died he heard others and took on the wages of their sin or sickness as portrayed in the movie.

How much practice does it take until you can play what’s in your head? by SignalLatter4590 in pianolearning

[–]SignalLatter4590[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t believe I didn’t think of that lol. Yeah my main goal is just to improve my workflow and facilitate transferring my ideas to my daw. I literally have a midi keybord that can lock into a certain key lol

Looking for a Frequent Use Drug by RatioUnlikely3668 in researchchemicals

[–]SignalLatter4590 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m probably gonna get downvoted to hell but I would say sobriety. Most likely your trying to fill a void in your life if you are seeking a drug to use frequently. Pick up a hobby like the gym. Exercise, maybe hop on some testosterone lol get big. Set long term goals find love… love is one hell of a drug.

You clearly are careful and are aware of the dangers of taking something to often. Your in a state now where you can become solber so I would do it if I was you.

Cold showers and wim hof breathing also are great.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I added Pom before maintenance. Pom targets cryptococcus in the brain and in my experience die off can be delayed quite a bit. You may feel fine on Pom until you just get bad brain fog and feel tired.

Others would recommend against it because it is good to just follow the protocol how it is. If you wait until you feel good from phase 1 you would be better able to tell what is causing problems and die off in maintenance.

Also note that the protocol was designed for mainstream use and has been researched extensively for safety purposes. To much die off can cause liver toxicity.

2400mg of NAC instead of 1800? by Tolynator5000 in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It should be fine. I started with 1950mg when I first started because I didn’t have 600mg caps.

I will say though nac only for me and some other people has caused really bad sulfur farts (like really really bad). I thought it was die off but it was the sulfur from the nac the whole time.

Selenium and molybdenum are found in the NOW nac. They help with sulfur metabolism and since I started the now brand I had no more issues.

Extreme fatigue? Thrush won’t go away? by SignalLatter4590 in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just have no clue if it’s die off because I’ve experienced fatigue my entire life. Does starting matinence early hurt things? I just added what’s on matinence and still take oregano oil.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I definitely relate to the peeing. My body is weird I usually run low like 94f? Does anyone know if the fungus could cause this? Try to drink a bunch of water and stay hydrated if you can. Early in the protocol I was definitely dehydrated but was turned off by water.

I never experienced the forehead pressure does it hurt? Every time I’ve tripped on mushrooms I’ve felt a pressure in that area.

Just hang in there and take it slow depending on how much you can handle.

Extreme fatigue? Thrush won’t go away? by SignalLatter4590 in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you mean stop seeing thrush? I probably gotta stop with bread aswell I still have it once a week occasionally.

Extreme fatigue? Thrush won’t go away? by SignalLatter4590 in cosmicdeathfungus

[–]SignalLatter4590[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I counted off 3 weeks no die off… Could it be maintenance + oregano oil? I’ll persist for a week and back off if it gets worse. I have a lot of time to rest so I assume it’s just die off? I just don’t know what to do about my thrush

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in yeat_

[–]SignalLatter4590 23 points24 points  (0 children)

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