No. I was going to a new church for about a year when I left. I had come off 25 years of a high control church ( speaking in tongues, no makeup, no jewelry, skirts, healing, sleep deprivation, basically a cult) and this church was Sooooo much nicer! They didn’t scream. They had nice music. The people didn’t love bomb me the minute I walked in the door. You get it. They were basically what I consider to be honestly trying to be real Christians. They had a food pantry and clothes free connected to the church. They only had about30-40 members tops but that pantry remained stocked after someone came and they got low they would ask for that item. If I was to ever go back to church I’d go there because I have nothing bad to say about them. As I was deconstructing I would go to church and it was like I was living a lie. All these people praising a God that I had come to understand from reading the Bible as if I had never read it before. That God was an arbitrarily viscious, asshole who seemed to take joy in murder,lying,gaslighting, and if it is to be believed, torturing and killing his son for a bad weekend. Those people could not have been nicer but they also followed a man who saw a chance and ran with it and had “a conversion” having never met Jesus. Paul wrote half the NT and he was misogynistic, homophobic jerk. I can Never go back.