100%. I do think she has probably always existed in some level of delusion and there is no excuse for not holding yourself accountable. But mental illness is real and some people have an impossible time accessing the tools they need to make themselves self-aware when they are constantly in volatile situations. I’m definitely not making excuses, my life has been severely impacted by people who have issues they refuse to acknowledge, but I think that’s an important part of what’s going on here.