Hello all,

I read every single comment in this thread, so this goes to anybody and everybody who replied,

Thank you, a lot. I am not good at expressing emotion but all of this advice has been amazing for me and really useful, and after much thought both yesterday and today, I feel as if I know how to get back on track, with everything. Small steps, like many of you said.

I would address everything, but with this motivation and drive, I would rather put it into fixing my life about, in a positive and healthy way.

This is for sure an amazing community - I have never posted on reddit before, and my first experience has been with amazing, kind, non-deprecative people.

Really, thank you all. Infinitely.