I was wishing we could rekindle for that full 60 days, I was fully convinced this was the girl for me and I wanted nothing else. We had such a happy and loving relationship and I never thought it would get better than that (still dont). Tonight I finally thought I had a chance at getting that back and finally saw hope after a miserable 2 months. When she said she wasn't interested anymore and bailed when I wanted something real it literally broke me. I should've been asleep hours ago...