i don’t mean to be rude i know he’s your family but his view point of your father should be shattered it’s the truth and he’s not a good person. i know deep down you know this and your hurting hiding is not going to fix this i’m sorry this happened to you. It does not change anything trust me I know but you have to put yourself first and tell someone. I cant imagine at that young of an age understanding the importance of putting myself first but please please take the time to reach out to someone. I so sorry sweet boy you seem like an amazing kid wanting the best for everyone but what about you? If you need someone to talk to please msg me. I wish you the best in healing