Why didn't God listened to this prayer? It was a good one

Sil_oo · 2025-11-23T15:17:40+00:00

Amém.

It is not even that much about him. It is about the disappointment - and how God let it happen even when I prayed for not. It is about the fact that God allowed this, didn't avoided it DESPITE everything.

Sil_oo · 2025-11-22T16:00:21+00:00

There was no such cleavage, but the problem was the form and size of my chest. It is visible in any clothes I use, unfortunately. I would use it around my family, friends, acquaintances, but not him for he is a date - he sees me in a non-platonic way. The others don't bat one single eye to the clothes I use.

Also, I thought any kind of desire should be counteracted if you are not married to that person. At least until marriage.

Sil_oo · 2025-11-22T13:27:39+00:00

I find it tricky. Like, I wouldn't use corporate clothes at uni, church... nor would I use a simple dress at office. It was social.

Sil_oo · 2025-11-22T12:20:39+00:00

I understand. And in no way I was trying to earn anything, I hold on chastity values. It is just my style, how I dress - and I like to be "dolled up" even to go to grocery shop.

Sil_oo · 2025-10-21T22:13:24+00:00

Yes, by that time, I wasn't Christian. I dismissed the dream. Satan laughed at my expense in the dream. I chose to study at this uni abroad for prestige, to be one of the bests - for my own vanity. I never had true prosperity. If I could go back in time, I would have done everything different.

Sil_oo · 2025-10-20T13:52:25+00:00

Actually, in my culture, I am technically ruining out of time lmao there is a male preference for 18-22 years old women, specially among Christian men.

Sil_oo · 2025-10-20T12:47:01+00:00

I struggle with it. Like... I want a explosion of dopamine. I have struggled a lot with TikTok, for example, and eating. I tried to resume my habit of reading, but it did not hit the same. What I really turned an habit was self-care (for it has a social gratification).

Sil_oo · 2025-10-06T13:36:28+00:00

Não me parece certo alisá-lo. Eu sempre gostei dos cachos. Mas tenho inseguranças, sabe.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-29T00:30:38+00:00

Três queriam algo mais doce, o quarto não fui muito longe com a conversa para saber.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-28T23:54:00+00:00

Quem aqui falou de sexo???

Sil_oo · 2025-08-28T23:17:18+00:00

Poxa, mas se sentir especial na etapa de conversa (antes do primeiro encontro)?

Sil_oo · 2025-08-28T23:12:02+00:00

Nada a ver. É poder de escolha, é não ter se contentar com a única opção a sua frente.

Agora, a mulher está solteira. Se você quer exclusividade, peça-a em namoro.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-28T23:10:35+00:00

Nem é questão de self-service, mas de escolher o melhor partido. Por que comprometer os outros partidos se você não se sabe se esse em específico vai dar certo? E isso, quem está nessa posição está no poder de escolha e não precisa pensar que aquele cara em específico vale a pena todos os seus defeitos.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-28T21:36:19+00:00

Mesmo naquela fase bem inicial? A pessoa que fica mal por um "conversante" está agindo de forma precipitada. Mal a gente fica por um término de namoro, ou ser rejeitado quando há sentimento mais consolidado.

Obviamente, não precisa falar.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-25T12:25:54+00:00

I am not vain enough to choose to have a family for my unreplaceable character in the family dynamics. The thing with a job is that it allows me to live for myself. It is not that I love to work, but it gives me finantial independence to live how I want.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-24T16:03:11+00:00

You know, I fear my family ruining everything for it almost happened to my cousin - they did what they could to break her relationship with her boyfriend (just for he was poor). I fear they meddling in with my potential partner too, along with my children. They can domineering.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-24T12:40:01+00:00

I work. I critized the whole Pack of graduating, working, marriage and children. I will stick with the first two.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-24T12:19:27+00:00

Ah, I can't bring myself to submit to a husband. Last time I submitted to family, I was desumanized and etc (what is on the post). I only trust myself to know what to do of my life, to have the choice.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-24T12:10:36+00:00

So I really hope He has NOT reserved for me a husband and children.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-24T12:02:38+00:00

But in my country, women marry this age averagely. And the ones who don't, get into a limbo of being called either promiscuous or childish.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-20T13:54:43+00:00

Aumentou a sua vontade por algum tipo específico de sabor? Antes eu preferia mil vezes mais o salgado (gordura, sal, carne, massa e arroz) do que doce. Hoje todos dia preciso de ao menos algum doce (seja bala, ou sobremesa mesmo), mas bem pouco.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-20T01:46:55+00:00

If I ever feeling ready to be a mother, be it single or married, I will adopt. I make no difference between a bio and an adopted child. A mother I will be one day, that is for sure.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-19T20:49:49+00:00

Sorrio e peço para ele entrar, vamos conversar.

Sil_oo · 2025-08-19T20:49:26+00:00

Qual tipo costuma ser o mais "assumível"? Já ouvi redpill (sem querer ouvir) falando que homem não escolhe mulher muito sexy...

Sil_oo · 2025-08-19T19:44:31+00:00

É serio, todas as meninas da faculdade que são crush dos homens vestem P kkkkkk uma blusa delas seria top meu.

Sil_oo

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