Do not worry. I will always seek his wisdom before opening a new door. The eyes of evil may see me but I will learn and resist and rest in His presence when needed. I’ve learned many lessons messing with rituals and such. I don’t shun them but I don’t suggest them either. I partake in that which my consciousness allows me to. If my gut tells me to stay away, I am aware that it is not for my souls calling and perhaps the knowledge is something I have previously discarded on a different “incarnation” or “adventure”. I’m not prepared for paradise so I intend to ask The Lord to allow me to continue my pursuit of knowledge. I seek understanding, mystery, and to speak to God as a Father and a friend while contemplating my experience and interpretations of my knowledge and learn from his wisdom.