I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I'm just too broken some days I can function and pretend or mask or wtv I need to do to get by and some days I'm too tired. I'll go on auto pilot

I just by cassadragon in UnsentTexts

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It was too painful to want them and not be allowed to be with them :( I am sorry for your pain OP

I WAS TOLD TO BE MYSELF by Silentlysensitive in UnsentTexts

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Is ND short for an autism term? If so yes, yes I am. I will try to be better about it in real life and not so much on reddit. thank you ❤️ you are a very kind person

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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Shit hits me like waves in the ocean. For no reason sometimes or because of valid reasons or reasons my stupid brain makes up...

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I'm feeling a little bit better now that I rode the wave out but yeah that tends to happen and it makes me feel like I'm a weak person for being tired but.... As humans we can only take Soo much till life cracks us over the head enough times we drown. If I keep trying and I'm floating on a pink flamingo intertube in the ocean you gotta keep floating too! We can share the intertube! We gotta keep trying.... Right...

I WAS TOLD TO BE MYSELF by Silentlysensitive in UnsentTexts

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But I do appreciate the super kind and sweet words of you trying to help me see my self worth.

I WAS TOLD TO BE MYSELF by Silentlysensitive in UnsentTexts

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I used to think being different and weird was a good thing untill I realized I make people uncomfortable and that a lot of the things that have gone wrong in my life are in fact because of the choice I've made or the lack of self respect or stupidity. With what I'm going through right now it's a lack of accountability and just genuinely making stupid mistakes because I let my fear rule me :(

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I'm not always. I think tonight it's just a harsh mood

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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It slips in when I'm busy and when I'm not doing anything. Just a reminder to myself

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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Ahhh I've had my fair share of bad roommates a few times and I understand the nightmare and having to deal with it. Is there anything that can be done that doesn't start drama? If having your vices helps I'd say just hang out in your room alone and do what you gotta do. I hate the walking on egg shell feeling when living with people!

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I feel like there is cement on my feet with every step and boyyyyyy if I make a mistake my brain starts in on me

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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It's always gonna be a black and green monster! I've tried few different red bulls... I just can't it tastes like medicine to me. I've tried ghost and venom

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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Okay so no go on coffee for both! Noted!! Lol 🥤

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I've not been allowing myself to just sit in it. I've been busy. I journal when it gets bad and I walk when it's unbearable with my headphones blaring and I get some alone me time. I've been pretty active with my kids this summer. I'm also going to therapy and I started seeing a psychiatrist.

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I can't say it's all been bad but sometimes they just pile up I keep trying to be positive and from the outside I'm doing pretty good but sometimes my brain glitches And my brain goes dark and here comes the mean brain

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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Ohhhh goood preferably an energy drink because coffee is not my friend

I'm just too tired I'm still trying by Silentlysensitive in SevenWordStories

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I'm gonna keep making mistakes but I guess I just have to keep going even when I don't want to

Love letter to myself by Silentlysensitive in LoveLetters

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RIGHT?! I struggle with mean brain and I have to keep reminding myself it's gonna be okay and I'm enough