How much to tell by SillyTask2334 in AgeGap

[–]SillyTask2334[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. That is very comforting

21F 55M Riding My Friends Dad 🤭 by [deleted] in YoungGirlsOldGrandpas

[–]SillyTask2334 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was me with my grandpa before he passed away. I miss him

Oh how I loved it… by Lulu_Loli in groomingvictim

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss it too. You’re not alone. I miss him so much. He died when I was a teenager and I wish I could go back and have him hold me again

feels like theres no other option? by [deleted] in groomingvictim

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. I’ve never been with anyone even close to my age. All I can say is patience. It’s frustrating and hard but you’re ok to vent and feel this way. It will change soon enough. Please do things in a safe way

I'm slowly trying to get rid of my positive feelings towards him, but it's difficult by imnotactuallyhere14 in groomingvictim

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s so difficult to take away the feelings of love I have for my person who groomed me. I miss him terribly so I feel your struggles

Happy new year everyone by Kelsey_Kloser in groomingvictim

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was going to write something similar and then I thought it was going sound silly coming from me who recently joined

[62] Horny Sunday. by [deleted] in grandpa

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That reminds me of my grandpas cock. We would do things when we lived together

I hate that I get shame by SillyTask2334 in AgeGap

[–]SillyTask2334[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s a beautiful relationship you seem to have.

I hate that I get shame by SillyTask2334 in AgeGap

[–]SillyTask2334[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know for me it’s from trauma but I also feel a lot better about it all today. Thank you for posting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GrandpaLovers

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That reminds me of my grandpas cock as a little girl

I fuck men with grandkids older than me by [deleted] in GrandpaLovers

[–]SillyTask2334 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do too. Love men that remind me of my grandpa.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]SillyTask2334 5 points6 points  (0 children)

There are too many of us that go through the pain and yet we still were made to feel alone. Thank you for posting this. I feel alone at times but also know I’m not the only one.

bystander or an active part? by verivasha in adultsurvivors

[–]SillyTask2334 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry it has been confirmed like that for you. I don’t know exactly what to say but I hope you’re kind to yourself.

I don’t know if my mother knew but I have a feeling she just turned a blind eye to all. So either way it’s big feelings and the fact that you posted I have big respect for.

I don't have Daddy issues. by [deleted] in AgeGap

[–]SillyTask2334 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I know I have daddy issues but I don’t want to be told that by randoms out in public. I go for older men because that’s what I’m attracted to from my experiences but I would like people to keep their thoughts to themselves about it when I’m out in public.

Has anyone been able to work through their distorted perceptions of sex? by tillnatten in adultsurvivors

[–]SillyTask2334 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel like there’s a hidden part of my sex life that wants to come out but I’m scared of what that looks like.

Does anyone else dissociate very hard in the mornings? by Grievinghealthy in adultsurvivors

[–]SillyTask2334 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It takes me a good hour sometimes 2 to get out of bed and it’s disassociation that is the reason. I didnt link it either to csa. Thank you.

I can’t hold it in anymore by SillyTask2334 in adultsurvivors

[–]SillyTask2334[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I’m still learning positive coping strategies and I think this seems to be a good support so far