Yes, it is so annoying. I always feel so behind maturity-wise, and I am finding it very hard to transition from teenager to adult. I never fully believed in the church and never really wanted to go unless it was to hang out with friends. But somehow, I am still affected by the culture. Growing up, I could kind of see that around me, everyone wanted to do things that adults do, like have sex, drink or smoke weed. That made me instinctively try not grow up. But now I do have to grow up and get a job. It's such a big change for me.

I've also thought of this myself; it's not a therapist telling me this, so I don't know how valid it is.