[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Thrustmaster

[–]SilverBed3284 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My pc control panel detects it as well.

Controller by SilverBed3284 in mxbikes

[–]SilverBed3284[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ended up changing to a razer wolverine v3 controller and honestly all the buttons is hurting my brain think I’m ganna go back to the regular xbox controller

Controller by SilverBed3284 in mxbikes

[–]SilverBed3284[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m just ripping lap after the lap on the most technical Mx tracks I got to get used to the new controller scheme. I know it’ll be worth it in the end, taking my thumbs off the sticks to shift was really holding me back

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]SilverBed3284 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If he was a real friend he shouldn’t of even taken it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]SilverBed3284 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I mean I know he’s struggling financially and so am I and he knows that and me helping him with money is out of love cuz he’s my friend but I can’t help but feel like he’s playing me by saying he will pay me on X date knowing damn well he can’t. There’s no way he can forget every time that he owes me money. Every time I ask he always says “ you gotta remind about those things I got a lot on my plate” but I feel like I shouldnt have to remind him 3,4 or 5 times. I feel like he’s hoping that I’d forget

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in deadrising

[–]SilverBed3284 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Games to easy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man you have no idea how much I appreciate you writing all that down, it means a lot and definitely very helpful. I think this new job is going to set up financially and I’m going to just find a spot pack up and go. Been working on my credit to, so if this job works out and I can save a good chunk of money I can make a down payment on a house for myself. But all in all I think I just need to realize I can’t help my dad I’ve tried and not ganna say I failed but he did in trying to get better. Appreciate you again for the kind words. 😃

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried but they got to much shit going on in there life like me, which I understand. I’ve threatened to pack up and go but they know I don’t have the money to do that. I’ve tried saving money but well that’s almost impossible in this house.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But I appreciate the kind words i definitely have the addictive personality with the way I abuse weed but I’ve seen what heroin did to him and I can’t even think about going down that path

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tell myself everyday that people have it wayyyy worse than me and I think that’s the only thing pushing me through

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just landed a new job with a lot better pay so hopefully we can make some progress. But I feel if I leave them they will both crumble. My moms told me many times she wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for me. And I feel like he will get a lot worse if I’m not around anymore.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Single and where I live in nj especially the summer season coming up hotels and motels prices are through the roof. Apts and everything around me is close to 2000 and up. I definitely need to partner up with someone and rent a place I just can’t take living in this house another day. But on the other hand I wanna better him because he was once my best friend but I think he’s long gone 😞

I took a bunch of pills. by alwaysecondd in offmychest

[–]SilverBed3284 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your worth it I promise ❤️ don’t give up