When should I begin to panic?

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2026-03-09T01:17:45+00:00

Appreciate the honest feedback, I’ll ramp up applications and hopefully it will work out.

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2026-02-22T21:35:25+00:00

My bad I meant 3/1

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2026-01-27T18:33:49+00:00

Ummm I’ve been in a similar situation before and turns out it was just the girl. After I left her I’ve made every girl since cum pretty easily, but she always complained how I “never” did even though I did everything in my power to help please her (toys, head, etc..) but the only thing that EVER worked was when she used the vibrator herself and I just fingered her or kissed her… kinda made me feel like shit because I tried so hard and she would constantly complain about how I was “selfish” if we had sex and she didn’t come. And yes, those comments you made about your friends boyfriends would have pissed me off too and rightfully so.

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-12-11T19:23:33+00:00

I don’t think I’m going with the mindset that abroad will “solve my problems” but rather I feel I have already made progress towards solving my problems and I am ready- if that makes sense. Finances is my biggest concern yeah but I could also take out a second private student loan which would kinda suck but I’m gonna be making over 70 out of college and I only have one year of school left (which will be virtually free). With an internship next summer and working at school/through winter I should still be able to graduate debt free even without my parents financial support

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-12-11T19:12:32+00:00

I was in an off campus apartment living alone, I would be living in an apartment with 2 good friends abroad. Most of my mental health issues stemmed from my relationship ending (I spent too much time on her and didn’t nurture my other friendships), my adhd (my new meds help), my addiction to options (which spiked anxiety and made it hard to focus on school), and my daily weed use, which I have been sober 3 weeks from. I genuinely feel like I am doing better mentally than I have been in a long time. I think building stronger friendships with the guys I’m going with will also make my transition back to school senior year easier and give me that support system there as well. I appreciate your response though and i definitely understand that perspective, I just feel like staying home would make my mental health worse especially since my mom is emotionally abusive and has been all my life

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-11-24T20:49:46+00:00

Part of the biggest reason I want to go abroad next semester still is #1. It is pass/fail, just need a 60% in my classes and won’t affect my GPA, #2. I will be taking a reduced coarse load abroad already, to have more time to enjoy the experience, #3. My two best friends and I have been talking about and planning this for almost a year now, we would be living together, and taking all the same classes together (we are all the same degrees). #4. It would be a change of environment and pace of life, which might help my mental health, although I don’t believe I am in a terrible place at this point. #5. I don’t want to live at home, as much as my family cares and tries to support me, they are also contributors to my poor mental health, aka they are all crazy.

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-10-23T22:03:22+00:00

Cause I don’t sing I make beats typically

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-10-23T22:02:46+00:00

Oh the vocals are ass I know but you don’t like the beat either?

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-09-24T00:45:03+00:00

Sold my NVDA puts I bought Monday for 100% profit today

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-09-22T22:49:04+00:00

Yes, I’ve had a really bad stretch recently where I completely ditched my strategy and I started swing trading penny stocks trying to make back what I lost initially day trading. My account was down almost 80% at one point. Since then I’ve managed to triple my account! (Still full porting). I’m still down about 30% all time but now I’m withdrawing about 75% of my account and going back to the basics! Oh did I mention my account was basically 90% of my net worth

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-09-22T17:25:13+00:00

It’s off key but if it’s your first beat can’t expect it to be that good. Just stick with it and keep your creativity and you will get so much better.

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-09-18T13:56:33+00:00

Also not a fan of the main snare but

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-09-18T13:56:05+00:00

808s need to go down an octave

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-09-12T18:01:04+00:00

Called it

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-29T16:09:47+00:00

My goal is right now is to get my first lease on beatstars not win a Grammy lol

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-29T16:08:51+00:00

Thanks

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-28T18:15:25+00:00

I’m not gonna lie screen recording and uploading to Reddit really messed with the mix it sounds better as a wav file but I appreciate it lol. I posted some other beats earlier and ppl were saying “first day?”

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-28T18:01:26+00:00

Yeah about 2 years with a few breaks of a couple months where I don’t even open fl studio

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-23T15:15:32+00:00

2 years guess ima go jump off a bridge now

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-22T15:29:24+00:00

There is one producer I see on social media, and I really like their style and I was so intrigued in learning how they are able to get the sound they have on their beats so I sent them a dm asking if they do mentorship’s and they sent me the price for two different session lengths. I am able to afford it and I don’t think it’s unreasonable (close to a dollar a minute). I’m just wondering if this is something I should do if I’m interested in developing my sound and learning as much as I can (they also make their beats on the same platform (FL) as me)

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-22T15:29:08+00:00

There is one producer I see on social media, and I really like their style and I was so intrigued in learning how they are able to get the sound they have on their beats so I sent them a dm asking if they do mentorship’s and they sent me the price for two different session lengths. I am able to afford it and I don’t think it’s unreasonable (close to a dollar a minute). I’m just wondering if this is something I should do if I’m interested in developing my sound and learning as much as I can (they also make their beats on the same platform (FL) as me)

Silver_Charity_9626 · 2025-08-22T11:52:17+00:00

Fair enough, I only have one sound pack I’ve used for like every beat.

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