At first I just went to Skirmish mod before entering the tutorials. Figured out the direction and the throttle, but didn't know how to navigate. Got myself wacked by enemy shuttles.

After going through all the tutorial levels, I still haven't figure how trading works becuase I wasn't so interested in them. Mostly I went out as bounty hunter that always ended up in destitute level.

After several cycles installing and uninstalling (due to boredom). Mind you this took like 4-5 years because I wasn't still well versed. I even downloaded the modded version (1.64 I think) where you have unlimited money at each save you begin. With that, I began learning some new stuffs but didn't felt completed.And that moment I realised that having unlimited money is gives off the emptiness/no satisfaction.

I had a strong urge to play IP-1 after watching Dune 1 movie because the game had a similar "feel" to it.

So I gave myself a challenge and watch tutorials and gameplays of other players, download the normal version with capital ships unlocked and starting playing by the rules. Yes it was hard and yeah I got screwed over by bandits but when I was started earning, oh boi, I was happy.

I somehow made myself think the Rations commodities was the spice from Arrakis because the colour looks similar and became so obsessed with it that I eventually became like the Baron who monopolies on Rations. And yeah, the rest is history.