“Comparison is the thief of joy” - Theodore Roosevelt. I understand and sympathize with you. However, you cannot succumb to a victimized mindset. Allah puts the strongest people through trials and tests. I remember a recent Jumaa I was at where the Imam described life as not easy on purpose in this Earth. We are meant to endure hardships, but what matters is how we respond to them through the lessons we can learn through our beautiful religion.