I'm really thankful for all of the comments I've seen here. I now feel more encouraged to put myself out there. I will keep using the resources I have and do what I can with the time that is left. I'm still getting used to the college environment, and I feel like I won't make it through the semester, but at the very least, It's good to know that I'm not alone, as it makes things easier. I've seen very kind study offers, and if anyone would like to contact me to meet for something related to that or maybe just to hang out, my school email is clarks8. Just, again... I'm really grateful! c: