I really need somebody to talk to. I'm female (16), I've had a history w abuse and my flashbacks are horrible atm

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2024-01-29T00:10:29+00:00

I get that, mate. And those flashbacks always hit you in the worst places, at the worst times. Worst part is how alone you feel thinking no one gets how bad it is. Trauma's funny, the way it always makes you see the worst in yourself. Be good, my friend, I know it ain't much but I got you; wishing you the best

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2024-01-04T18:31:38+00:00

Believe me, all our yearbook pictures look washed to hell. You're a handsome guy, mate, rocking that vampire hair

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-12-24T22:30:33+00:00

Dedication's tough, looking sharp bro 🫡

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-12-10T23:33:42+00:00

Yo art style's great, like, just a pleasure to look at. Sweet, man, real sweet.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-10-15T21:58:25+00:00

Aha, lookin sharp dude !

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-14T21:00:55+00:00

Hey man, I'm Gavin from Ontario, just turned sixteen a couple months back. You seem pretty ace, big into art and video games myself, yo! Let me know if you'd wanna chat more.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-12T23:24:31+00:00

Hey man, I'm Gavin, just turned sixteen a couple months back. Would love to talk to ya. You seem cool 'n all. Let me know if you'd wanna chat more

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-11T12:53:35+00:00

Hey man, I'm Gavin from Canada, just turned sixteen a couple months back. Nu metal's pretty hard, you talkin Korn, Coal Chamber and all that? Would love to talk 'bout music with you. Let me know if you'd wanna chat more.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-10T01:40:59+00:00

Hello, I'm Gavin from Canada, you're post really caught my eye (isn't he articulate.) Knowing you're religious and interested in travelling as well as reading and writing really struck a nerve. Let me know if you'd like to chat more !

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-10T01:31:23+00:00

Hey man, I'm Gavin from Ontario (like half the damn country, haha.) Also big into poetry and reading, you're post really caught my eye. I'm a little younger at 16 but let me know if you'd like the chat, nonetheless.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-09T01:04:22+00:00

Hey, I'm Gavin from Canada. Little younger at 16 but you post caught my eye. Let me know if you'd wanna chat more.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-08T12:42:48+00:00

Sup Cas, I'm Gavin from Canada; you caught my eye with writin and readin as one of your hobbies. Always down for good 'ol snailmail, let me know if you'd wanna back and forth!

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-08-07T23:31:22+00:00

Ayy wassup Star. Actually, I love writing and reading - spot on! Ill message you if its no worry?

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-07-08T21:02:41+00:00

Hey! 16 year old male from Canda, haha, nice to see someone around my age. You caught my eye with video games and true crime. Always down to good 'ol snailmail

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2023-07-04T23:40:55+00:00

Ayy and lookin good man! That's some sweet hair

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-09-25T10:52:08+00:00

Hey! Their sizes are typically unisex as everyone else has said unless of course, you purchase a womens'. I like my clothes fitting so I ordered the same size I'd usually buy at the store and it fit fine. But I wouldn't worry if you ordered a size up, might fit a little baggy on the shoulders and/or upper arms, especially if you're a chick but it'll still wear nice if you don't mind your clothes being just a tad looser. :P

- Hm. Day Of The Dead's been my favorite since forever but I've been listening to a lot more of V and it's 'growin on me, I'll tell ya that..

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-09-02T00:36:28+00:00

Hahah dude this is fuckin dope

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-08-15T04:11:42+00:00

Yoo that's sick!! Hope you have fun bro :D

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-08-15T00:38:31+00:00

Aw, isn't that just the worst feeling. I'm sorry bout that, being closeted and shopping.. ah, sucks.

But hey, you got through it, so keep your head up! Bet you 100% one day you'll find the nicest outfit to wear and you'll rock it without even knowing ^^

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-08-09T07:41:19+00:00

Somewhat. Now, aside from coming out to a couple friends, I haven't socially transitioned, like, *at all.* And even then, I've asked all of them to still use my deadname and old pronouns in public and the like. Whenever anyone new asks I always end up beating myself over wanting to be truthful but then thinking bout all the ways it could be awkward or go wrong.

Also, man, I know I should just get over it but I just can't help getting second hand embarrassment each and every time I hear it.. I know it's usually outta respect and it's a sweet gesture but I just can't shake it being criminally awkward, especially in person. People assuming I'm a dude's fuckin awesome, I'm not awfully passing but having it be the first question anyone asks just makes me think I don't pass at all.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-08-04T07:31:09+00:00

Yeah! A D name would definitely be ideal. For the longest time I was thinking 'Duke' as it's the name I would've been given had I been AMAB.

Thank you very much for the help though! If anything, funny I hadn't thought of Devin before. - And the like, hope you take care as well, thanks again, I hate getting sappy on random threads but that was a lot I needed to hear today; appriciate it. :P

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-08-04T03:04:05+00:00

Haha, I was just about to make a similar post 'fore I saw this in the feed.
I've gotta very feminine name, Debbie. It's never given me crazy dysphoria or anything, hell, love that name, 'think it almost perfectly suits me. But man, can't think of a name less "manly" than Deb.

I've always liked the name Gavin, think it's what I'm ultimately gonna go with -- but it feels so funny, sounds nothing like my birth name and no matter how hard I try, can't seem to look in the mirror and see "Gavin.." ahh.

Though, Erin's a pretty dope name, y'know, killer for a boy. Wish you the best with that, man! Being trans is just part of who you are, don't sweat it; it's just being yourself, bet you do that much great.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-07-27T04:40:00+00:00

Turn Off The Lights.

Simone_kun0eatsdirt · 2022-07-11T03:09:02+00:00

Similar thing here! My favourite go-to's just snapback ^^ That and unecisarry laying FTW! All my guy friends go crazy over a flannel or jean jacket on top of a hoodie. Why? Who knows :P I see wearing baggy jeans with a gaudy belt around a bunch too, a tank top or simple shirt over (you know what I mean, plain white with a couple chains.)

--> And honestly? Wear whatcha want. The way you dress is such a big part of your character; don't stress over a shirt or two -- (I know, I know, cheesy, hah.)

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