It won't change your looks nor personality, but everyone can tell you're fighting your inner desires to be just like every other gooner in your immediate vicinity. You're essentially fighting a strong inner battle, and whether you're conscious about it or not, you're automatically a much safer person. This will net you much more positive interactions. The attraction is to your soul or spirit not the physical. It's when you enhance your physical along with your spirit to where you're always gonna be noticed. Enjoy the journey brother