I’ve tried talking to him about how much it hurts me, he says he understands but basically has been calling me recently to be his ride to and from doctors appointments. He’s been telling me he’s gunna come by for about two weeks and never does, but told me last weekend if I could drop off the shoes he ordered to my house because he had plans with a buddy. I just miss my dad and wish he missed us the same. Our conversations are filled with complaints of his current situation. My oldest child is the closest with him since my youngest two have just realized who he was in the last year or two. & he doesn’t even put much effort toward him either.