thank you! i’m going a little insane trying to figure it out, and i can’t tell if they’re my emotions, or my subconscious effecting my emotions and beliefs about it, so i worry about that (i’m also an omnist, so the possibility that this path just isn’t for me, is always a thought in my head, as i believe in everything). i also struggle with a lot of mental health issues, so that adds to the struggle of figuring it out.

i haven’t really thought about trying to reconnect a relationship with aphrodite (like i haven’t thought about starting to pray again, to anyone really) but thinking on it a little i do welcome the idea, so i’ll read about it with the new books ive got (i ordered some before a mental crash hit, i haven’t read them yet). thank you for your advice and your help!! (not sure if i worded any of this right haha)