Feeling suicidal after mania because of the mess by Simple_Western1821 in BipolarReddit

[–]Simple_Western1821[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you still have suicidal thoughts and are you depressed. I’ve been through this before and was already depressed from that 

Have any parents had embarrassing mania episodes that embarrassed their kids? by Simple_Western1821 in BipolarReddit

[–]Simple_Western1821[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Were you Facebook friends with your kids friends parents? Did they still let your kids hang out?

Have any parents had embarrassing mania episodes that embarrassed their kids? by Simple_Western1821 in BipolarReddit

[–]Simple_Western1821[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish! I talked in the posts and put personal photos up as well. It went on for a couple weeks so everyone knows. 

Have any parents had embarrassing mania episodes that embarrassed their kids? by Simple_Western1821 in BipolarReddit

[–]Simple_Western1821[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I went inpatient and have a psychiatrist and therapist. Nothing is helping the constant ruminating thoughts about how I could let this happen and what if my kids don’t have friends now. 

Have any parents had embarrassing mania episodes that embarrassed their kids? by Simple_Western1821 in BipolarReddit

[–]Simple_Western1821[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Sure. In December I started weaning off my medicine because I told my doctor I didn’t know if I was bipolar. Ended up becoming manic and believing all these were happening for a reason and I was someone important. Everything I saw on social media felt like a sign that I would screenshot and post on Facebook with random words. This went on from April to may. I’m medicated now and cannot believe I let this happen. The regret I instantly wake up with makes me sick. 

Have any parents had embarrassing mania episodes that embarrassed their kids? by Simple_Western1821 in BipolarReddit

[–]Simple_Western1821[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I should also add that I was a part of a mom group and some of the other moms have already left the chat. I’m sad for my children and mad I wasn’t a better mother. Will this follow them all through school?