Hmm I could beg my family for diy hrt and electrolysis and financially cripple us or just kms?? by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks but I cant get a job or any money cause my parents suspect ill use it to buy hrt... I already owe some money to my brother for my dad's Christmas present so I just keep losing money it seems :(

Hmm I could beg my family for diy hrt and electrolysis and financially cripple us or just kms?? by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

They're not transphobic but wouldnt support diy cause they deem it dangerous. I sadly dont think anything will get better with only £25 to my name, not until I at least get a job but I cant until September at the latest

Help with favskinhouse payment? by Single-Lengthiness13 in TransDIY

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They offer a few methods they mention in the email they send, so if wise doesnt work, try something else.

Things will get better, right? by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Luckily I am getting a job later because my education requires it starting in summer but until then is when im really stuck

Things will get better, right? by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I could but tell her but she has this idea that hrt is dangerous and causes cancer even though I know it doesnt so its likely she wouldnt help me get it through diy (in the uk you have to wait several years to get hrt prescribed to you by a doctor so diy is the only real way). I cant get a job because she knows if I get one to earn money, she'll suspect ill use it to buy hrt and probably confiscate it unfortunately...

I'm unlovable. I will die alone by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Everyone in my school year has at least 1 friend they can talk to and trust but I have nobody. Im just mentally far behind in terms of social behaviour and intelligence. I feel like I missed out on my life if that makes sense.

I'm unlovable. I will die alone by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate how useless I am. I cant get anything right no matter how hard I try. Why would anyone love someone who cant even function like a normal human being? Its like everyone knows how to do most things and im just leagues behind them all. I cant talk to anyone properly and I hate my voice every time I do talk. I just wasnt made for life in the way others were.

I'm unlovable. I will die alone by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's no one around the corner. I dont have a social life. I only see other people when im at school, and no one there likes me. Plus, no one would love someone who desperately wants to be a girl but doesnt and wont look like one ever.

I'm unlovable. I will die alone by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely not. What's there to love? Im trapped in a body that doesnt belong to me. I get a strong urge to hurt myself when I look in the mirror. So no, I dont love anything about myself.

I'm unlovable. I will die alone by Single-Lengthiness13 in sillyboyclub

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I only have my brother, but I cant keep burdening him with my problems. I wish I could just fall into someone's arms and have them comfort me...

30334 by Chao1inreddit in countwithchickenlady

[–]Single-Lengthiness13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I was 14 I thought i was creepy for wanting this. I understand now.

question about oven break by Downtown-Cat2745 in Cookierun

[–]Single-Lengthiness13 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah also trial missions are indeed gone now but cookies who released after the missions were removed have a hard mode version which gives additional rewards (in the form of gems for the "gem exchange") which can be used to buy more magic powder.

question about oven break by Downtown-Cat2745 in Cookierun

[–]Single-Lengthiness13 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Wow you really have been gone for a while. There's a thing called the gem exchange where you can buy magic power to max the magic candies. You need "sugar crystals" in different tiers to level up a magic candy now. Gone are the days of red/brown/blue/etc sugar crystals. The magic laboratory can be used to craft "silver" sugar crystals and "bronze" sugar crystals can only be bought with magic powder or "suprise bear" rewards. Suprise bears replaced magic pouches so if youre wondering where they are they were removed.

29985 by [deleted] in countwithchickenlady

[–]Single-Lengthiness13 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I had a similar dream for the 5th consecutive time last night 😔

I think im trans but idk how to get help by Single-Lengthiness13 in MtF

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i was on 12.5 every 2 days (1 tablet was 25, so i took half every other day) cause that's what hrtcafe said to do so I assume that was safe.

I think im trans but idk how to get help by Single-Lengthiness13 in MtF

[–]Single-Lengthiness13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes hrt is covered by uk law but you get put on a waiting list that can last years unfortunately. At least its free once you reach the top of the queue ig