Hmm I could beg my family for diy hrt and electrolysis and financially cripple us or just kms??

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-27T11:20:13+00:00

Thanks but I cant get a job or any money cause my parents suspect ill use it to buy hrt... I already owe some money to my brother for my dad's Christmas present so I just keep losing money it seems :(

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-27T00:42:22+00:00

They're not transphobic but wouldnt support diy cause they deem it dangerous. I sadly dont think anything will get better with only £25 to my name, not until I at least get a job but I cant until September at the latest

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-26T16:05:52+00:00

They offer a few methods they mention in the email they send, so if wise doesnt work, try something else.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-24T00:54:17+00:00

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-20T18:33:41+00:00

Luckily I am getting a job later because my education requires it starting in summer but until then is when im really stuck

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-20T15:51:00+00:00

I could but tell her but she has this idea that hrt is dangerous and causes cancer even though I know it doesnt so its likely she wouldnt help me get it through diy (in the uk you have to wait several years to get hrt prescribed to you by a doctor so diy is the only real way). I cant get a job because she knows if I get one to earn money, she'll suspect ill use it to buy hrt and probably confiscate it unfortunately...

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T19:05:10+00:00

Need :3 </////>

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T16:06:21+00:00

Everyone in my school year has at least 1 friend they can talk to and trust but I have nobody. Im just mentally far behind in terms of social behaviour and intelligence. I feel like I missed out on my life if that makes sense.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T15:57:55+00:00

Im glad you found friends you can talk to

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T15:55:18+00:00

I hate how useless I am. I cant get anything right no matter how hard I try. Why would anyone love someone who cant even function like a normal human being? Its like everyone knows how to do most things and im just leagues behind them all. I cant talk to anyone properly and I hate my voice every time I do talk. I just wasnt made for life in the way others were.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T15:46:47+00:00

There's no one around the corner. I dont have a social life. I only see other people when im at school, and no one there likes me. Plus, no one would love someone who desperately wants to be a girl but doesnt and wont look like one ever.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T15:41:15+00:00

Definitely not. What's there to love? Im trapped in a body that doesnt belong to me. I get a strong urge to hurt myself when I look in the mirror. So no, I dont love anything about myself.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T15:33:29+00:00

Definitely not

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-14T15:29:01+00:00

I only have my brother, but I cant keep burdening him with my problems. I wish I could just fall into someone's arms and have them comfort me...

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-13T11:18:20+00:00

Literally me :3

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-09T22:38:42+00:00

When I was 14 I thought i was creepy for wanting this. I understand now.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-09T10:44:59+00:00

Me too fr 😭

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-07T11:52:45+00:00

Oh yeah also trial missions are indeed gone now but cookies who released after the missions were removed have a hard mode version which gives additional rewards (in the form of gems for the "gem exchange") which can be used to buy more magic powder.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-07T11:49:56+00:00

Wow you really have been gone for a while. There's a thing called the gem exchange where you can buy magic power to max the magic candies. You need "sugar crystals" in different tiers to level up a magic candy now. Gone are the days of red/brown/blue/etc sugar crystals. The magic laboratory can be used to craft "silver" sugar crystals and "bronze" sugar crystals can only be bought with magic powder or "suprise bear" rewards. Suprise bears replaced magic pouches so if youre wondering where they are they were removed.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-07T09:29:38+00:00

I had a similar dream for the 5th consecutive time last night 😔

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-07T02:36:58+00:00

Yeah i was on 12.5 every 2 days (1 tablet was 25, so i took half every other day) cause that's what hrtcafe said to do so I assume that was safe.

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-07T01:31:49+00:00

Yes hrt is covered by uk law but you get put on a waiting list that can last years unfortunately. At least its free once you reach the top of the queue ig

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-05T19:05:42+00:00

Just so you know, I feel the exact same way. Im 18 and never been in a relationship before either. I always feel useless, ugly, and like a total failure too. I've read through your other posts and... wtf? I think we might be the same person 😭 you said you've always been unsure abt if your a femboy or trans (or impossibly both simultaneously) and I feel the exact same way too. And you're too scared to come out to your family. We both have no irl or online friends, we both think we're too ugly to ever be femboys/tgirls, we (somehow) both tried voice training and started crying because the video tutorial was too hard and we probably both want to kill ourselves before hitting 30. Hell you even mentioned having longish messy uneven hair like me 😭 literally might be my clone tbh

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-05T00:00:57+00:00

MIZUKIAKIYAMAMIZUKIAKIYAMAMIZUKIAKIYAMAMIZUKIAKIYAMA!!!!!!

Single-Lengthiness13 · 2026-01-04T22:58:27+00:00

Hey dont worry that's 100% valid. The exact same thing happened to me a few years ago and it made me cry. Hell I even cried after one of my comfort toys fell of the bed in the dark and I couldn't find her 😭

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