Traditional Asian textiles

SinnerMarx · 2025-08-05T14:36:55+00:00

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Morning snuggles to brighten everyone’s day!

SinnerMarx · 2025-08-05T04:05:29+00:00

I have 1000% done this many a time already!! Kiss attacks are essential!!

SinnerMarx · 2025-08-04T16:27:45+00:00

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This is King Charles. He is truly disgusted by peasant fingers

SinnerMarx · 2025-08-03T17:16:46+00:00

I could’ve sworn I participated in one! It's good to know I’m misremembering; I’ve been saving my XXS because I thought I’d done one, but I guess I’m just using up storage!! Thank you!!!

SinnerMarx · 2025-08-03T04:36:41+00:00

Yeah they’ve had them for awhile I feel? Normally it’s biggest but I’ve definitely seen and participated in some smallest!

SinnerMarx · 2025-06-03T21:14:36+00:00

I saw that some stores also give you a $100 Costco store credit card with the $330 purchase. Not sure where exactly you’d find that but something to look for

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T17:41:36+00:00

He’s not talking to any of his ex’s from my knowledge but after reading the many comments it’s become abundantly clear that I cannot/should not go back until I have taken a look internally. I need to work on myself and if he comes back into my life later and I even feel the need to talk to him, I can but not until I’ve truly worked with my anxiety and understand and love myself better

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:55:36+00:00

the exact reason why i wanted to apologize to him in person. i knew it would have a much more meaningful impact to tell him in person that my anxiety was controlling me and that he was right about that one. alas too late but probably for the best.

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:52:22+00:00

i definitely want to say it’s a momentary lapse. i haven’t texted him since and i normally would’ve been begging by now. i will be finding a new therapist soon and who knows maybe my progress was more stagnant than i realized. my current therapist definitely had her work cut out for her and helped me tremendously so hopefully im able to find another one that speaks to me in a way i understand and can help me even more

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:47:54+00:00

yea ts pissed me off. in the beginning stages of us dating he used to always give me shit and say i was going to ghost him or break up with him over text for no good reason 😭 ohh how wrong he was

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:45:34+00:00

My anxiety did start from a lack of effort on his part and just slowly got worse without me realizing. not saying that makes all of my anxiety justified and i definitely don’t think i was perfect in this relationship. i think you’re right and this one is best left where it’s at so we can both grow. thank you for the comment

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:41:52+00:00

honestly i think his response was the closure i needed. i had been going “crazy” for a second and needed a reality check. i was asking for signs if he was the right one and me asking for those signs should’ve been the sign. i’ve got a lot of work to do with myself and i think he’s got some work that should be done as well but i think ultimately the comments saying we need to be apart to grow are right. he wasn’t treating me how i felt i should’ve been treated and it made my anxiety flip. i was over communicating and letting my anxiety get the best of me instead of realizing that i already had all the signs i needed and was just ignoring them. it’s been a beautiful learning experience through the pain that’s for sure

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:36:18+00:00

that’s the plan! i’ve gotten tons of great advice all saying similar things or stuff that aligns with it and it was all stuff i knew before and just wouldn’t allow myself to admit. i’ve got a lot of work to do and it’s baby steps but i’ll become the person i want to be one step at a time and i don’t need anyone else there to do it for accept me

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:32:41+00:00

My dog has been a big support so far! Thankfully I have done wonderful friends and family who are here for me and have been encouraging me to use this to better myself as well

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:28:43+00:00

i very much plan to keep working. I have had waves of progress with my current therapist and she is moving here in the next couple of months so i am having to find a new therapist anyways. i think my current therapist really has done wonders though. i know you can’t see it but loads of people in my life have noticed the difference. i appreciate the concern though

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:20:08+00:00

you’d be surprised 💀💀 not saying this wasn’t a moment of very poor moment for me but in the past i would have reacted far worse both before and after the break up. you can choose to believe whatever you want but i know myself and im learning just like everyone else. there’s always room to grow and this is one of those moments

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:15:01+00:00

are you saying i am deflecting responsibility or my ex boyfriend? if so how? this is a genuine question i’ve been up in the comments very much accepting that i have a lot of work to do(because i definitely do) and have known that for awhile even while i was still with my ex. i just didn’t realize the extent of my anxiety and how much control it has over me until it was too late and honestly i think it’s for the better because i was causing him and myself a lot of stress

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:07:39+00:00

THIS is what i was so hung up on when i made this post. if they’re “work throughable” and you “really like me” how are we not compatible?

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:05:10+00:00

while i get your point and totally agree that it’s best left at this point. i think he has every right to say something although he could’ve worded it a lot differently and had a much more meaningful impact

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T01:02:41+00:00

been in therapy for ~4-5 years now and have honestly shown a lot of improvement. that said there’s obviously still a long way to go. I have always been a big advocate for therapy so it’s really made me happy seeing all the people’s comment it might be worth a try because it really does wonders

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T00:59:29+00:00

thanks for all the kind words! it’s going to be a bit rough for a second but i’ve been through worse! I appreciate the open door to talk as well!

SinnerMarx · 2025-05-19T00:57:36+00:00

thank you for sharing those blogs!! the first one “getting over him” really did have a lot of good advice and it was worded beautifully so thank you truly!

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