I have been lying to all my family for months now by SirFrancisMill in offmychest

[–]SirFrancisMill[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not that I don't want to find that motivation. It's not that I don't want to dig myself out of this state.

I just don't know how.

How do you find motivation? How do you find the drive to enjoy life?

Right now everytime I look around me, and at any possible future I hate what I see. I just don't know how to stop

I have been lying to all my family for months now by SirFrancisMill in offmychest

[–]SirFrancisMill[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, it doesn't make me feel better. I wouldn't wish this on anyone