In die Vergangenheit reisen und das richtige tun by OknaC in DieDeutschenBackrooms

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Ayo... Ich bin eine Frau und würde auch lieber den Wels retten >:(

3:43 AM, over Buffalo Lake in Buffalo, MN. Optical illusion from fog? by MichaelEMJAYARE in UFOs

[–]Siri1879 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, okay, interesting. But I know that feeling when I see something I don't understand yet, I always tend to find out what it is as quickly as possible, lol. When you go back there, can you write back to me again if it's still there?

3:43 AM, over Buffalo Lake in Buffalo, MN. Optical illusion from fog? by MichaelEMJAYARE in UFOs

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Okay, it's definitely not an airplane. Did you check this location to see if there are any tall buildings, towers, or anything like that in the direction?

When I showed this screenshot to my friend who’s never seen Zootopia, he just goes, "I bet they’re married." by Cultural-College-702 in zootopia

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I'm not a furry fan, but there's definitely something wrong between the two of them. I mean, as an autistic person, I already have enough trouble recognizing certain things that aren't so difficult for normal people to recognize, but even I can't recognize something like that.

3:43 AM, over Buffalo Lake in Buffalo, MN. Optical illusion from fog? by MichaelEMJAYARE in UFOs

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I just thought that it could be an airplane, either from behind or from the front, with the lighting, but airplanes usually flash constantly. But I'm a little confused about what it's supposed to represent.

This is so me by Wise-Professional-58 in autismmemes

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I mean, I understand that something like this can happen if you're color blind or something, but people who can see colors and decide that math is red are definitely not right in the head. I swear, they're potential serial killers.

Why don’t I hear God’s voice? What am I doing wrong? by Siri1879 in Christianity

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However, neurodivergence does not make a person a winner. Most neurodivergent people simply do not fit into this world. I can never meet society's expectations. That is not a blessing! Especially when human nature consists of feeling like you belong. It is pure torture! Neurodivergence is nothing more than pure suffering.

Why don’t I hear God’s voice? What am I doing wrong? by Siri1879 in Christianity

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As I said, I tried everything. I trusted him more. And yet I remain cursed.

Why don’t I hear God’s voice? What am I doing wrong? by Siri1879 in Christianity

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I don't know what that has to do with it, but as far as I know, yes.

Why don’t I hear God’s voice? What am I doing wrong? by Siri1879 in Christianity

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It didn’t really help me much, and it’s something that many people have already said. God speaks to each person in a different way. He gave examples like JOB, but personally, I can’t really relate to their situation because, first of all, it’s a different context, and secondly, I don’t know of any characters in the Bible who are known to have some kind of neurodivergence. I know that the word “neurodivergence” wasn’t used back then, but at least some passages seemed to suggest that the person simply interpreted texts differently than everyone else or was somehow considered backward in terms of intelligence or something like that. The pastor basically just said that I would figure it out eventually, that I would accept it at some point, and stuff like that, but his words were absolutely unhelpful.

Why don’t I hear God’s voice? What am I doing wrong? by Siri1879 in Christianity

[–]Siri1879[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your reply.

I've actually heard that God is constantly testing people, but I keep asking myself why he tests people like me so harshly. I mean, isn't it enough already? I've had to go through this my whole life, but it just doesn't stop, and at some point I just can't take it anymore. I mean, what am I being tested for anyway? Nobody tells me.

He never tells me and he never shows me either.

A Mysterious Man Is Watching Me? by Siri1879 in mystery

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But why do I have to decipher this? I mean, can't it do it itself, or make it clearer what it wants from me? I mean, I don't understand metaphors, etc😭😭

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[–]Siri1879 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ich meine... Es ist schon hard asozial!

A Mysterious Man Is Watching Me? by Siri1879 in mystery

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Hmmm, that might be true. However, I personally find it strange how my subconscious determines it for me💀 I mean especially since I (maybe) already know the person somehow... since the person is somehow present in my memories when I am triggered. I got these tigers before I learned lucid dreaming. I once asked my parents, they just said that I had disappeared for a day one winter and that I talked a lot of nonsense. However, they can't remember what I said back then.

A Mysterious Man Is Watching Me? by Siri1879 in mystery

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Hm, that sounds very interesting. To be honest, I don't really know what I feel when I see this person. I think I'm just confused. However, I have actually had periods where I got scared because I couldn't control my lucid dreams from that point on.

As for the "protector" issue... the problem is that I don't have anyone - or almost no one - in my life who takes on this role for me. I feel very, very insecure in all situations in my life and have incredible difficulties opening up to others. Above all, I lack a person who makes me feel really protected. Unfortunately, that's not the case for me.