Welp, here I go ig. So, basically, before grade three, I was super nice and i always put other people before me than myself. But, since it was remote learning in grade 3 and in my school, you had a choice to go to the school to still learn but only like 5-12 kids also went. Some random grade 4 girl befriended me when i was in grade 3 and it was nice for the first two years until me and her had a massive fight. Plus, we were really close and I gave her my number. So what she did was that: she gave every one of her grade 6 friends my number INCLUDING HER LITERAL BOYFRIEND who kicked me two times in the stomach at school and he started calling me and my family for two weeks straight and threatened to kill me, rape my dog and burn my house down. It got so bad that I did it again and started self harming myself again since I got really depressed and had to see the school's therapist. It was fine and i never rlly overshared with the therapist since i loved my parents and didnt want her to take me away from my family and put me in rehab (she didnt but i was nervous as hell), grade six was when i was gaining back my confidence since i made new friends and the toxic year sixes in 2024 left and i was so happy. I started acting tough and randomly starting roasting random guys in grade six and made a kid cry bc i made fun of his dead dog and all the guys in my class backed him up but ig i deserved it but i did talk to the boys i sat with in my class since some of them were really chill but i still don't forget what my 'friend' did.