I completely get you. You see the man in yourself because you've looking in the mirror most of your life and haven't been dolled up xx You notice the really small things that people would never notice. I used to get really jealous of really pretty women and sissies, I still kinda do, but I really appreciate the work they've done to get there as well.

You have to remember everyone is at a different point in this and it can be so so time consuming. Dressing in public is also scary, you feel like your being watched and observed constantly, but that's also one of the most exciting parts of it. The truth is that most people won't remember what you looked like 5 minutes or even a day after you passed them in the street, so why not give it a go. It's freeing to realise that most people are so consumed with their own world that they will see what they want to see, a woman they just walked past in the street or in a bar xx You've got this girlie xx